Believe in Me by Demi Lovato ♫♪

I'm losing myself tryin’ to compete  

With everyone else instead of just being me  

Don't know where to turn  

I've been stuck in this routine  

I need to change my ways  

Instead of always being weak
 
I don't wanna be afraid  

I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today  

And know that I'm okay  

‘Cause everyone's perfect in their usual way  

So you see, I just wanna believe in me  

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
 
The mirror can lie  

Doesn't show you what's inside  

And it, it can tell you you’re full of life  

It's amazing what you can hide  

Just by putting on a smile
 
I don't wanna be afraid  

 I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today  

And know that I'm okay  

‘Cause everyone's perfect in their usual way  

So you see, I just wanna believe in me
 
I'm quickly finding out  

I'm not about to break down, not today 

I guess I always knew  

That I had all the strength to make it through
 
And I cannot be afraid  

I'm gonna wake up feeling beautiful today  

And know that I'm okay  

‘Cause everyone's perfect in their usual way  

So you see, now, now I believe in me  

Now I believe in me.

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135 Things to Do Before I Die :)

1. Have a Barbie Doll.

2. Got to highschool.

3. Visit Singapore.

4. Try bungee jumping.

5. Watch Avril Lavigne Concert.

6. Celebrate my 18th birthday.

7. Write a novel.

8. Learn to play the guitar.

9. Hold a real gun.

10. Have a Carnival date.

11. Visit New York

12. Meet Taylor Swift.

13. Whole day shopping.

14. Ice Skating.

15. Bake a cake.

16. Kiss under the rain.

17. Have a bicycle ride with someone.

18.Go to London.

19. See platform 9 3/4.

20. Ride a horse.

21. Have my own car.

22. Go to College.

23. Watch a Simple Plan Concert.

24. Travel the world.

25. Ride a racing car.

26. Have a late night date.

27. Visit Disneyland.

28. Learn to play the piano.

29. Have a family.

30. Hold Park Jung Soo.

31. Eat a whole cake.

32. Design my own wedding dress.

33. Kiss at the top of the Ferris Wheel.

34. Go to France.

35. Visit Universal Studio.

36. Cruise with my family.

37. Watch a musical play.

38. Drink all night.

39. Go to South Korea.

40. Graduate highschool.

41. Learn how to drive.

42. Try scuba diving.

43. Meet Justin Bieber.

44. Have beautiful kids.

45.See Ian Somerhalder.

46. Watch a Lakers game live.

47. See the Eifel Tower.

48. Draw a portrait of myself.

49. Break a rule.

50. Have a picture with Park Jung Soo.

51. Win a movie ticket.

52. Watch all Harry Potter,

53. Watch an All Time Low Concert.

54. Meet Super Junior.

55. Party like there's no tomorrow.

56. Graduate College.

57. Climb a mountain.

58. Write a song.

59. Photograph the nature.

60. Meet Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efron.

61. Marry the guy I love.

62. Date a random guy.

63. Watch a Boys Like Girls Concert.

64. Eat a whole Pizza.

65. Pursue my career.

66. Help an orphanage.

67. Sky diving.

68. Go to Japan.

69. See the Pyramids.

70. Have a dog and name him Zues.

71. Kiss JCV.

72. Watch movies with JEO.

73. Roadtrip with my friends.

74. Go to Israel.

75. Confess to someone.

76. Make my parents proud.

77. Get my heart broken.

78. Attend my sisters' weddings.

79. Explore the Philippines.

80. Learn how to dance.

81. Meet Demi Lovato.

82. Experience White Christmas.

83. All night long party with sisters.

84. Go to Australia.

85. Eat Korean Foods.

86. Visit USA.

87.Experience Royal Carribean.

88. Punch/slap someone.

89. Camping.

90. Join a fun run.

91. Have my own business.

92. Watch a WATIC Concert.

93. Be a princess.

94. Meet a random guy.

95. Eat ampalaya.

96. See Lee Min Ho.

97. Watch a firework display with someone.

98. Donate blood.

99. Attend a Masquerade.

100. Visit Ireland.

101. Drive a bus.

102. Go to California.

103. Kiss a stranger.

104. Holding hands.

105. Plant a tree.

106. Have a summer romance.

107. Publish a book.

108. Zip lining.

109. Host a Halloween Party.

110. Meet Hillary Duff.

111. Be on a band.

112. See a waterfall.

113. Visit the Great Wall of China.

114. Go to a Disco.

115. Ride a helicopter.

116. Meet Jonas Brothers.

117. Act on a play.

118. Watch a Lifehouse Concert.

119. Live with Nanay and Lyka.

120. Treat all of my friends in a fancy restaurant.

121. Marry at the age of 26.

122. Overnight with my friends.

123. Collect all my favorite movies.

124. Visit Africa.

125. Have a date with a random guy.

126. Have my own home.

127. Have a perfect wedding.

128. Keep my diaries.

129. Cry myself out.

130. Inspire others.

131. Dream.

132. Explore.

133. Discover.

134. Love.

135. Live.

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Got to believe in Magic :)

Yeah, I think I just have to believe that 

magic does really happen. :)

Someday. Somewhere. Love will find me. Love will make me happy. I just need to wait. I just need to believe. :)

021813 

Happy Valentine's Day! :)

"A Love Affair with Knowledge will Never end in Heartbreak"

021413

Tan :)

Last Sunday was a blast! I went to Cavite with my friend, Inah, because it was our friend's house blessing. It was not my first time in Cavite so I was a little familiar with the place. They live in Imus, near District Ayala Mall so it was easy for us to locate the place because of that landmark. 

We left Cubao around 10 and arrived there around 11:30 in the morning. It was lunch time so we were already hungry by then. The food was great and Ate Joy's family were welcoming. They treated us like a family and they were really nice. :) But Inah had to go home that day so we sent her off after playing at Timezone. We just sang and played basketball. :))

 I stayed there overnight with our other friend Nikki who arrived late because she still had duty at PICC. She came around 6pm. We went swimming after then had our dinner at District Ayala Mall. I forgot the name of the resto but it was a Chinese Restaurant. It was a great day with Ate Joy's family and we really had fun with them. Tita was so kind and I really felt at home with them.

It was my first overnight with Ate Joy and Nikki and it was great. I mean we just talked about everything, we sang, we watched movies, we ate and just did whatever we wanted to do. :)) I had an amazing time with them and I will surely do it again! :) This is our last year in college and I'm sure we will miss things like this. But I hope that in the future, we'll still have time to do things like this. Overnight, lunch date, movie date and other things we used to do. :)

021413

This year again....

And again, I'm single this Valentine's Day. Oh well, it's fine. I get to date everyone I want. My sisters, my friends and myself :)

Just how I wish someone would ask me out. :)

Will I get flowers or even just a flower? Or a small teddy bear will also do. Or a love letter. And even if it's  not a love letter and just a letter, it's okay. I will accept it. Just give me one. :)))

021213

Be My Valentine :)

Now accepting applications to be my valentine.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. Desperate me :)))))

Just hoping to have a date this Valentine's Day :)

Anyone will do. I'm not choosy. :) 

020413

Kyuhyun :)

Happy belated Birthday! 

It's better late than never :)))

020413

Girl Talk 101 :)

"Ung feeling na okay na kayo ulit :)))))) Nag away kayo ng hindi nyo nalalaman kung bakit tapos puro parinigan lang kayo sa mga post nyo (na hindi naman ganung ka-obvious na pinariringgan namin ang isa't isa. Lol) at hindi talaga kayo nag uusap then bigla nyo na lang narealize na miss nyo na ung isa't isa. I know you missed me Larra Jenieca P. Javier" - my fb post after seeing my best friend again after a week or two of not talking with each other.

After a week or two of fighting, finally we're okay again :) I met with my best friend today and I really missed her. I went to her house, we had a little chat then went off to SM Marikina. We were not sure at first where to go but then decided to just go to SM. And we had a lot of chatting. We were chatting on the way there, we were chatting while eating at Pizza Hut, we were chatting while strolling, and we were chatting on our way home. And then we got to her house and we continued chatting. And I guess we just really missed each other and needed that much of catching up. I mean we talked about everything. Life, school, work, boys, and everything under the sun. Anyway, I just wanted to share how happy I am to see and talk with my best friend again :))

020213

February :)

And now we're down to the last 11 months of the year. Lol.

February, please be good to me :)) I know I started you great and I wish it will continue til December. And thanks for making my first day awesome! :D

More blessings.

More good vibes.

No more problems.

No more drama.

Just love.

Just good things.

 and NO MORE HEARTACHES! :) 

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