i hate this feeling!

so i guess that was the end! he'll never talk to me again. i wonder why! he said he likes me, but why suddenly he just don't wanna talk to me? weird isn't it. he said it's embarrassing. what? what's there to be embarrassed having a crush on a girl?! i don't really get him. before he used to tell me he wants to see me each day. he wants to hear my voice. but now he doesn't even bother to pm me. argh! what's wrong with him? did he already banged his head on a wall and realized he doesn't like me anymore? or did he eat something making him think that i'm not that good as what he though before? i don't know. maybe i'm just confused. i don't really know him, but why am i saying this things? why do i care about him! hmm.. i'm just curious i think, confused, or maybe i'm out of my mind! thinking that he really likes me. that even we just met he already likes me and want to be my friend. i don't know, why keep asking?! i guess this is just life. we'll meet someone who will make us feel so special but then he will be just someone we'll know. someone to leave us just a memory. and yes, he was just someone i met that left me a wonderful memory. just a memory to remember for the rest of my life! anyway, just wanna say i miss him! so much!

2011. :)

Goodbye 2010. Hello 2011. I know this is kinda late, but i wanna share how's my new year so far. :) First week, we went out with our cousin, Kenneth and had fun. Movie, laughtrip, food trip, games and everything. We really had a great time. School is also back. home works, projects, activities and exams again! argh. i hate it. =X but i got to see my friends again and I missed them so much. :) hmm, what else? new year, new life! I wanna enjoy and BE HAPPY this year. No more drama and less worries. More blessing and new love life! haha. joke! But anyway, the year just started, I have so many to tell as it continues. Later, bye! :)

DECEMBER 2010! A December to Remember. :">

A lot of things happened last December. Christmas vacation, EK with friends, Simbang Gabi and of course, Christmas Day. And I can say that December 2010 was really a month to remember! I had fun with my friends at Enchanted Kingdom, riding Anchor's Away, Ferris Wheel, Rio Grande, Flying Fiesta, Roller Coaster and a lot more. We really bonded and had a great time. School was off too, meaning no homework , no exams and just days of pampering and having fun. Simbang Gabi started on the 15th of December and I'm happy I was able to complete the 9 nights of sacrifice. 

I also met someone. He was mysterious at first but now I totally know him. :) He was also one of the reasons why I enjoyed my Christmas and I'm thankful to have met him.

Family reunions, gifts, foods and everything else made my December a really good one. I had a chance to be with my family and ENJOY THE SEASON WITH THEM. Last year was really great and I'm thankful for everything that happened. I was happy and I felt really loved. :)