twenTEEN :)

Forever YOUNG, WILD and FREE :)

Girls will be girls. We laugh at the dumbest jokes, go along with the crazy ideas, and still manage to have the best times. :))))

Seven years of friendship and still counting. Thank you God for these wonderful bestfriends :">

27 :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AVRIL LAVIGNE! ❤ 

 You're forever my favorite :">

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20 things to do on my 20th birthday!

Here are the things I should do on my birthday. (092512)

1. Thank God. :)

2. Thank my family. :)

3. Smile the whole day. :)

4. Don't be late! :)

5. Do something crazy. :)

6. Treat my friends :)

7. Give someone a present. :)

8. Eat everything I want. :)

9. Pray. :)

10. Buy something for myself. :)

11. Watch a movie. :)

12. Laugh out loud. :)

13. Paint my finger nails. :)

14. Have a good day. :)

15. Have pictures with my sisters and friends. :)

16. Be honest. :)

17. Write on my diary everything that happened. :)

18. Eat a cake.

19. Make a wish. :)

20. Sleep with a smile. :)

Happy Birthday to me! :)) 

092512 

Broken Promises :(

I  hate it when someone promises something then they won't keep it <///3 They will make you hold on onto that promise but in the end, they'll just disappoint you. It sucks and I really hate that feeling. But what hurts most is when that person is someone really special to you. Someone you never thought would break a promise. :(

EVERYBODY BREAKS A PROMISE!

 It hurts me but I can't hate her. I just can't afford to get mad at her. She's so dear to me, she's important to me, and she's my mom that's why I can't hate her. But I'm disappointed at her because she broke her promise :( And what I hate is feeling like this towards her when it is our birthday tomorrow.

-092412

Anime: When will my feelings reach you?

 ~ Kimi Ni Todoke ~

"Everyone was affected by you trying your best. You didn't notice it? You affect me as well."

"If you can tell me what you want to say, tell me then. I want to hear 
it... Because no matter what you say, my feelings won't change."

"There isn't anyone else in the world who means more to me than you." 

 "My feelings aren’t any different from yours. We feel the same way, don’t we?"

'Without me even realizing it, I've fallen in love." 

- Kazehaya

 "When I told him my feelings, he understood. When I said I wasn't lying, he believed me."

 "The single phrase and that smile is always urging me forward" 

 "When I told him my feelings, he understood. When I said I wasn't lying, he believed me."

 "Thank you. It's like your words are giving me an opportunity to change. The one who has the power to affect me is always you."

 -Sawako

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

 Kazehaya: When will it reach you.. the feeling I felt that day? This feeling that has grown so big.

Kazehaya: It’s like a dream. I’ve finally reached you. 

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

092012 

Happy, Sad, and Thankful :)

THESIS. We've been working on our Thesis since November last year and we've been so stressed because of it. But now it's really over. We already defended it in front of the panelists and got a very satisfying score, 10 balls :) And though we didn't get 12 balls, it's okay since we knew on ourselves that we did our very best to defend that thesis and if that's what we deserved, we're fine with  it. So I'm very happy that at last I can sleep peacefully at night again without thinking of how to do/write/revise/ our thesis. I'm very very HAPPY! :)

HIM. I don't know why but I miss him. Maybe I just got used to him always looking for me, always texting me, always accompanying me and everything. Now he's avoiding me and it sucks, really! And I don't want to see him at school or anywhere anymore because he just ignores me every time we see each other. I can't take that so it's better for me not to see him than to see him and he'll just going to ignore me. Ouch. And everything really changed after that night and now I regret telling him those things. If only I can take them back, I would. But I can't. And now because of him I'm SAD. :(

EVERYTHING. It's my month and everything is going smoothly for me. We're working on our MICE now and I hope everything will be fine. Though we have some problems, I know that we can do it and this convention will be a success. I'm hoping we can work things out and that everyone will cooperate with one another :) Christmas is also coming, Daddy's going home next month, Mommy might visit here, Thesis defense was a success, my birthday is coming, Larra's birthday is coming, and there's a lot of exciting things to happen. I'm looking forward for the rest of the month and I'm very excited for the things that will happen. For now I just want to enjoy and I want to reward myself because I'm finally done with our thesis.I'm relieved and I am THANKFUL! :D

 091712

A Good Cry.

Sometimes you just need a good cry. You just need to scream out all your problems and all the things that bother you. Cry out all your worries and believe that it's time to let the good thoughts fill you. Let go of your anger and be relieved. Cry yourself out and believe that after that cry, everything will be fine. Everything will be okay and everything will be alright. Just cry and let everything be fine. :)

I don't know why I feel this way but I'm hurt. I admit that I'm not a perfect girl, nobody is, and I make mistakes but I know in myself that I'm not doing anything that I know would be bad for me and is wrong. I sometimes lie but I have my reasons. I'm a teenager and it's just normal that I explore many things. I go on adventure, I try different things and I meet new people but I know my limitations. I also make decisions for myself that I know will be good for me. And I won't do anything bad coz I know the consequences of my actions. I believe that I know what's good and bad for me and I believe that I have the right to be trusted. You just have to give me time to prove you that I'm doing things the right way. I know myself and I know that I can make right decisions. Just trust me coz I know that I won't disappoint you. I just need you to trust me.

Now I feel like I'm doing something wrong. It hurts that you don't trust me and you doubt everything I do. I'm hurt and nothing feels right.

091112

Before vs Now

Before                                                                                  Now

You used to text me every day.                                        No more text from you anymore.

You used to wait for me after school.           You don’t want me to see you anymore.

You used to ask my friends where I was                        You don’t talk about me anymore.

when I wasn’t with them.

You used to tell me everything.                                   You don’t talk to me anymore.

You used to accompany me everywhere.                                      You’re avoiding me now.

You used to care about me.                                     You don’t give a damn about me now.

You used to like me.                                        I don’t know if you still feel the same.

How sad life can be :(

Rapunzel :)

Rapunzel tells us one thing about love. Climbing the highest tower become less difficult if someone at the end gives you the reason to hold on ♥

Heartbkreaks.

 First Stage.

     They say that fighting in any relationship is just normal coz there are really things that both of you won't agree with. Sometimes you fight because of something like dates and movies but it's okay since we are all different and everyone of us likes different things. Someone may also be a reason why you fight because there are just so many people to be jealous with. But I know that in the end, one will always admit defeat because it's easier to lose an argument than to lose the person you are arguing with. So you can always say "Sorry..." then "I love you" 

Second stage.

     In any relationship, it's hard to decide whether to walk away or try harder. It's like answering your final  Math exam. If you don't try your best, then you might fail, but if you try harder, then you might pass. You decide. Do you want to let go of everything or do you want to continue even though you know it may bring you heartaches. It's just a matter of trust and a little bit of pixie dust. A matter of holding on or letting go.

Third Stage.

      Distance. It's hard when you start to create a distance between the two of you. It maybe to give each other a space of your own or it maybe also because you want to know if you can still live without each other. It can be a good or a bad thing. And creating enough distance from each other can help you grow separately. But make sure it's a distance that when you reach back to each other, you can still hold each other's hand. Because when you start to create a distance, you can either maintain that distance because you know it can help you both or you can stretch it out day by day without knowing it because you already enjoy the distance and the feeling of not being with each other.

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      I hate hearing stories about heartbreaks or letting go especially when they come from my friends. I just can't take hearing them tell me how they broke up with their boyfriend and how hard it is to move on. Let's admit it, we all have stories about heartbreaks and hearing the same stories from your friends makes it worse because you know that they're experiencing the same thing that you had experienced and you know exactly how hard feeling like that was. The feeling is, well, you name it.

     Heartbreaks are painful but with every heartbreak, we learn. It teaches us some things like love hurts and everyone you love can't love you back. And it may bring us heartaches but sometimes it also teaches us some important things in life. ♥

090612

Is it Really More Fun in the Philippines?

Food. Is it Really More Fun in the Philippines? 

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Festivals. Is it Really More Fun in the Philippines?

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Convention. Is it Really More Fun in the Philippines?

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Destination Marketing. Is it Really More Fun in the Philippines?

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Do you wanna know if it is really more fun in the Philippines? Then come and join us on our convention on October 05, 2012 at St. Paul University QC JBR Theater. See you there!

But real ticket price is PHP350 :)

 090412

Love Me If You Dare! :)

Just a game. Are you game or not? 

Say Hi to me. Game or not?

Ask my name. Game or not?

Know me. Game or not?

Tell me you're stupid. Game or not?

Bring me somewhere far. Game or not?

Tell me your secrets. Game or not?

Scream your fears. Game or not?

Eat bugs. Game or not?

Jump off a bridge. Game or not?

Drive around your dad's car. Game or not?

Tell my teacher that you're my father. Game or not?

Make my enemy cry. Game or not?

Slap yourself. Game or not?

Buy me concert tickets. Game or not?

Pee on women's bathroom. Game or not?

Throw away your favorite Cd's. Game or not?

          Cook for me. Game or not?

Take me to Europe. Game or not?

Ride a roller coaster 4x. Game or not?  

Make a baby cry. Game or not?

Let's walk all day. Game or not?

Don't take shower for a week. Game or not? 

Treat me like a princess. Game or not? 

Laugh all day. Game or not?

Say only positive words on a day. Game or not?

Call me beautiful for a week. Game or not?     

Date me. Game or not?

Say you like me. Game or not?

Tell me you love me. Game or not?

Love me. Game or not? 

  

 

It's just a game. Are you game or not? 

090312

September ♥

 Please be AWESOME! :D

And the countdown starts now :)))))

20 days before my Dad's Birthday

24 days before Mine and Mom's

25 days before Kia's

26 days before Larra and Avril's

27 days before Shindong's

28 days before Marianne's 

and 114 days before Christmas!

I'm sooo excited :))))

But there are also things I am not so excited about. Like our Thesis defense and Sports fest. Grrr.

I'm not confident on our thesis so I'm very very nervous about it and I don't really like going to school when it's Sports fest. So basically I just won't attend that one. And oh, one thing more, I hate rain which I remember that September is a rainy month. But pls, no more too much rain for this month. :)

Last one, I wish that this month will be a great one. No more problems, no more stress, and no more sleepless nights! Please? :) Just happy days, good vibes and blessing! Thank You! :)

090112