First Love

What's with me and first loves? Seriously! Why do I feel so much about it? I mean, I feel different everytime I watch movies about first love. When the guy finally realizes that he likes the girl and for the first time he knows that he's in love and sort of things. Or when the girl breaks up with her boyfriend because she realizes that she doesn't really love him and that she's in love with someone else. Or when the guy is with the girl he likes and respects her and do things the girl will like. Oh please! I'm so done with first love but why? I guess maybe because I remember the feeling of having your first love. When you feel all happy and excited seeing that guy and you just want to be with him all the time. Anyway, I just miss that feeling. 

But who doesn't remember his/her first love? Everyone remembers their first love! I do. But won't tell you about it anymore. :)

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Holding Hands :)

I love it when I see people holding hands and  I always catch myself smiling every time I see two people holding each other's hand. :)

And I wonder what it feels like to hold someone else's hand. I mean, of course the hand of someone you like. I bet it's great. Coz just by the idea of it, I can already imagine myself smiling wide that I can't stop my heart from racing.

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WANTED: ♥

Understanding.

Humorous.

Gentleman.

Sweet.

Thoughtful.

Caring.

Tall.

God Fearing.

Loving.

Faithful. 

With dimple/s. 

Okay let's admit it, there is no one in this world who possesses all of these, maybe 1 or 2 but not here, so it's impossible for me to find a perfect guy like this. But at least let me find someone who is understanding, God fearing and thoughtful. And gentleman and humorous and caring. Okay, exclude caring but sweet. And oh please, let him be taller than  me :)) So please, please, please, let me find someone like this. It doesn't matter where we meet, on the LRT, in the supermarket, in the mall, on the street, anywhere as long as we meet. And they say age doesn't matter, yes, but I want someone who's older than me. Hihi. :)

I know this is impossible but I know miracle happens everyday. Who knows God would reward me by letting me meet this perfect guy because I've been a good girl for 20 years. Who knows by the time I walk in the LRT, someone would get my attention and give back something that fell out of my bag. He would be smiling at me with those dimples on his cheeks and he would be a perfect  gentleman by helping me out with my things. Or when the elevator is about to close but someone hold it for me, I would be looking up at him and he would help me through. Or who knows by the time I get out of our house tomorrow, someone would be there waiting for me. :"> I don't know which of these will happen to me or will ever going to happen but I know things like these really happen. Maybe not to me, but at least they do happen. 

I'm demanding. I'm choosy. I'm impossible. But I wouldn't be asking for anymore but this. Just this guy and I will be perfectly happy. Forever. Thank you! :)

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