after five years. :)

yep, after five years we met again. :) he was my classmate in elementary. :) he is nice, tall and quiet! haha.. xD but i hate him being quiet coz the whole time we were together he didn't even open up something we can talk about. hmf! well, thanks to his friend. :) they're here to spend there summer. they asked me if i could meet them at MOA yesterday, since i had nothing to do i decided to go. and my gosh, they were so late, as in sooooo late! i've waited for two hours. :( crap! but that was ok. at least they showed up.. at first we were not yet that close, but when we get to know each other everything was fine.. first we tried bowling and i had fun.. it was my first time. :D i scored second highest. :) great! loser treated us halo2. :) after that, hmm.. timezone. racing. guitar.tekken. basketball and other games. we also tried the picture thing, i forgot what it's called. haha! after, we just walked around the mall. we went in the baywalk, and jut stayed there to rest.. we also tried the boat thing, it's moving like you were really in the sea. haha.. it's like anchor's away. :) picture picture. bonding. and then we decided to go home. it was a nice day with them, so bad we didn't have time to go somewhere else. but it's ok. we rode jeepney back to MRT and i take off first. and that was it.. our meeting after 5 years. honestly i had fun. even though he didn't talk much. tsk! i guess there's always gonna be a next time. and by that time i hope he'll talk. haha.. xD so, i talked to much.i was just happy! isn't it that obvious? :D well, i'll end it here. :P

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Summer!

At last! summer is here.. but errr.. we have summer classes.. i just hope it won't be mon-fri! anyway.. im excited.. april 12 is gonna be a great day.. my dad's going home and my mom's coming. yey! it'll be a good summer.. :) i missed them so much.. we should do a family outing, bonding, tripping and everything. :D it's also my sister's graduation. :) congrats to her! :) my other sister is also receiving her award.. im so proud of my sisters. :) hmm.. what else? i hope to have a great summer.. they say that every summer has it's own story.. i hope this summer mine will be great! wonderful. :))

March! :)

the month just started and it was good. :) hope it will continue for the rest of the year! :D but i got a little problem with my studies! argh!! i can't take it anymore. T_T especially my lit class! haisst! he's so MATARAY! as in MATARAY! i don't know if it's the right term, but for me he is!! hMf! haha.. anyway.. i should be talking about good news.. :D so first, vacation is here.. waaaaa.. so sad we have summer classes :((( NOOOOOOO!! second, it's my sister's graduation. my mom's gonna come and my dad's going home. yey! third, palawan visit.. im so very very excited! OMG! can't wait anymore.. :))) it's gonna be so fun! i miss my family there. :) hmm.. anothere thing, it's kinda upsetting also thinking that he's not working there anymore. :(( we're not sure but, we're not seeing him anymore working. i mean we've waited but there's always no sign of him. :(( and i hate to think that i wasted my last chance seeing him. that time i should've get his number! haha.. i mean i should've tried.. haisst, but instead we got mad.. but he was to blame. :P i just hope to see him again.. :)) a lot to tell you next time.. :P

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

so, today's february 14. it's valetine's day.. :) is my day gonna be just fine? i hope so. i don't have any date. :( i don't have any class. :( i won't meet my friends. :( in short, i'm gonna be stuck in my room the whole day. :| uuhh. :(( but it's okay! at least i won't be jealous of those people i will see dating. :)) haha. but i'm sad coz until now he's still not back.. i don't receive any message from him and i admit it, i hate myself for not giving him a chance. i mean he's nice and caring. i should have given him a chance but i didn't. such a fool of me!! :(( i miss him.. hmm.. so i guess i'll be spending my valentine's alone! FOREVER ALONE! :((

Educ Tour:Second Day

Another day, another adventure. :) We started our day by having tapa, egg and rice for breakfast. :) We check out at the hotel around 8am. And our rolling tour began again. We went to the House of Senate and there was a program about Philippines International Arts and Culture 2011. :) They were promoting how talented we are in terms of out arts and culture. :) there were also performances by Marielle Corpuz (singer), Ony Carcamo (ventriloquist), and dancers i forgot the name, sorry.. I really had fun watching them perform especially kuya Ony and his puppetNonoy, he was really amazing. He has his jokes and funny gestures. :) anyway.. after that, we were able to talk to Sen. Chiz Escudero. He was an intelligent, funny and nice guy. He answered all our questions and even ride on our jokes. :) We also took pictures with him. :) He spent an hour with us even though we don't have any appointment with him. He was really a nice guy. After that, we went to have our lunch at Barbaras in Intramuros. the place is beautiful, we took pictures and saw Gerald Anderson having a shooting, so sad we weren't able to have a picture with him. :) after lunch, we went back to the bus and we were sad to hear that out tour will be cut short, we were not able to continue our tour because our professors saw that we were really tired. one of our blockmate also lost her cellphone. hmm.. we got back at the school around 3pm. we rested first then went home. :) our tour was really unforgettable, i spent it with my friends and learned a lot. especially that our tour guide is really brilliant in terms of places and history. tsk! anyway.. we went back home safely and happy. :) i also bought pasalubong for my sisters. :))

Educ Tour: First Day

We had our tour last Jan 06-07 2o11. First day was great! Assembly time was 6:30 but my friend, Kim, arrived at past 7:30. haha. :)I was in Bus B with Kia, Kish and Kim. Marga was in Bus A. First destination was Villa Escudero. We went to see their museum. They had different animal ruins, bones that were preserved and those were really fascinating. They also had different religious arts, pottery, costumes and other historical collections. Next, we had our lunch at their Waterfall Restaurant. It was a buffet style restaurant. We really stuffed ourselves and were really full. LOL :) After lunch, we had our free time so went anywhere, picture here, picture there. We also tried rafting. It was around 2pm and the sun was high, imagine, rafting under the sun. haha. :) we almost burnt ourselves. tsk! but it was fun though. :)) by 3pm, we were told to get back on the bus. we rest and continue our rolling tour. We had a stop over at MOA because the other bus got a problem, flat tire. so we had a chance to go around MOA. We also thought that we were left behind because when we went back to the place where they should pick us up, no one was there, but we were glad we immediately found them. We had our dinner cruise around Manila Bay. It was nice, live band and delicious food. :) Fun time also, Jessa sang and danced. We really party all night with our professors. :) Around 9:30pm, we got to the hotel, Bay View Hotel, in front of US Embassy. We rest, took a shower, watched tv, and slept! and i think I only got 3hrs of sleep.. haiisst! but it's okay, :D then our first day ended. :) we got recharged and full of enegy again for the second day. :))

i hate this feeling!

so i guess that was the end! he'll never talk to me again. i wonder why! he said he likes me, but why suddenly he just don't wanna talk to me? weird isn't it. he said it's embarrassing. what? what's there to be embarrassed having a crush on a girl?! i don't really get him. before he used to tell me he wants to see me each day. he wants to hear my voice. but now he doesn't even bother to pm me. argh! what's wrong with him? did he already banged his head on a wall and realized he doesn't like me anymore? or did he eat something making him think that i'm not that good as what he though before? i don't know. maybe i'm just confused. i don't really know him, but why am i saying this things? why do i care about him! hmm.. i'm just curious i think, confused, or maybe i'm out of my mind! thinking that he really likes me. that even we just met he already likes me and want to be my friend. i don't know, why keep asking?! i guess this is just life. we'll meet someone who will make us feel so special but then he will be just someone we'll know. someone to leave us just a memory. and yes, he was just someone i met that left me a wonderful memory. just a memory to remember for the rest of my life! anyway, just wanna say i miss him! so much!

2011. :)

Goodbye 2010. Hello 2011. I know this is kinda late, but i wanna share how's my new year so far. :) First week, we went out with our cousin, Kenneth and had fun. Movie, laughtrip, food trip, games and everything. We really had a great time. School is also back. home works, projects, activities and exams again! argh. i hate it. =X but i got to see my friends again and I missed them so much. :) hmm, what else? new year, new life! I wanna enjoy and BE HAPPY this year. No more drama and less worries. More blessing and new love life! haha. joke! But anyway, the year just started, I have so many to tell as it continues. Later, bye! :)

DECEMBER 2010! A December to Remember. :">

A lot of things happened last December. Christmas vacation, EK with friends, Simbang Gabi and of course, Christmas Day. And I can say that December 2010 was really a month to remember! I had fun with my friends at Enchanted Kingdom, riding Anchor's Away, Ferris Wheel, Rio Grande, Flying Fiesta, Roller Coaster and a lot more. We really bonded and had a great time. School was off too, meaning no homework , no exams and just days of pampering and having fun. Simbang Gabi started on the 15th of December and I'm happy I was able to complete the 9 nights of sacrifice. 

I also met someone. He was mysterious at first but now I totally know him. :) He was also one of the reasons why I enjoyed my Christmas and I'm thankful to have met him.

Family reunions, gifts, foods and everything else made my December a really good one. I had a chance to be with my family and ENJOY THE SEASON WITH THEM. Last year was really great and I'm thankful for everything that happened. I was happy and I felt really loved. :)

just another CRUSH. :)

you know that feeling.... when your crush looks at you and then.. OMG! your heart beats so fast that you feel like you're gonna have a nervous breakdown and then you can't stop smiling and you're shaking coz he's looking at you! GOSH!! i know! i really can't forget that day.. when i met his eyes and he smiled at me. :"> i felt like i was going to have a heart attack.. LOL.. i just can't move on! i feel like going there everyday just to see him.. :D i always want to look at him. HAHA! anyway, that day was one of my happiest day ever. as in EVER!! and what's the name??.. J.E. love it. ♥

PS.. at least say hi when we pass by. okay?! :P

Poem: You. :">

`the way you look and stare

when you run your fingers through your hair,

i love it, it takes my breath away

just smile and you make my day.. :">

`i hear you playing the guitar

you're just my favorite rock star,

you sing and my heart sink

i just die when i saw you wink.. :">

-- my poem.! i wrote this last month coz i was inspired by my crush. :) i really love everything he does. guess i really like him and this is not complete, it has 7 stanzas but i just shared my favorite lines. :)) hope you like it. :D

i miss you. =((

i really really do.. i miss your name, your smile, your voice, your hands, your face, your smell, your eyes, your jokes, your messages, your notes, your handwriting, your shirt, your stories, your hugs.. i miss the way you look at me, the way you walk with me, the way you smile at me, the way you hold my hand, the way you make me smile, the way you tease me, i miss everything we used to do! =( i miss you! everything about you! how i wish you were still mine. that you're still a part of me. now i promise that if ever you come back, i will never ever hurt you and i'LL LOVE YOU TiLL MY LAST BREATH. i PROMiSE!!! ♥ ♥

iLyLADY27 ♥ ♥

since you've been gone. :(

`yah i admit it.. i really miss you.. duhh.!! isn't it that obvious??.. are you numb?.. tsk.! kidding.. haiSst.. i hope we can move back time.. the time when we were still together.. the time when we still love each other.. it was my fault, if i just gave myself time to realize what your worth was, guess i'm not blaming myself now.. anyway.. what's done is done.. we can't get it back and make it right.. so sad i missed the chance.. whoo.. so much drama, i just want to let it out.. ^o^