KLM. Why J?

"Still" into you...

Oh. My. D!

After all this time, I'm still into you.

It was just a dream. Effin' dream!

Why did I have to dream about you anyway?

Why?
I should be over all this butterflies.

But... I'm still into you.

Still into you.

Why am I singing?

Ugh!

I hate myself everytime I remember that dream.

Because I blush.

I still can't forget about him.

Oh gosh!

Someone please remind me that I should be over him by now.

Please!

Move on?

Get over him?

Yeah right.

If only I can.

Bow.

062813

Hard times can't last forever!

There will always be bad times in everyone's life and I think the past few days were just some of those for me... A lot had happened and I'm feeling down because of it. :(

I know I'm not that bad but these past few days, I noticed that I'd been hard headed and mean towards my sister. We argue a lot and last time was the worst ever. I talked back to her and even cursed her that I regretted  it after. We used to argue before but not like that. And when we fight, we don't usually kick each other, we don't say mean words and we don't curse each other. But that time, we were like strangers and not sisters. We said a lot of things that we regretted after. It was sad, it was depressing, it was not right. And just this evening we had another fight. This time it's my fault. I know it's my fault. But I would've not do that if she just apologized for what she did the last time. Coz until now she hasn't apologized for kicking me 5 times. I still hate her for that and I swore I wouldn't do anything she asked unless she apologized. I know she's older than me but I don't care. She did something wrong so she should apologize. I know I'm at fault too but she's too much. She always does whatever she wants and she doesn't care if it hurts us or not. I hate her! Now I'm feeling bad because I know I'm at fault too and that I did something wrong. But I just can't let her do whatever she wants. I have feelings too and I hate her.

Another thing is the problem with my youngest sister. She's only 12 but her attitude is very different from those normal 12-yr-old girls. She's hard headed, doesn't have interest on studying, always want to go somewhere, so into texting, facebook, twitter and what's surprising is she already has a boyfriend. (While I don't have. Wow) It's hard dealing with her now a days and it's worrying our parents. Our parents are both away from here so it's really hard even though they want to talk to her.

Past days were a bit hard for me, us, but I know it can't last forever. We just have to believe that everything will be okay soon. I hope! :)

062613

Book: Can You Keep a Secret?

★★★★★

I've finished CYKAS for the second time and it was really nice since I was able to read all those funny, sweet and crazy moments between Emma and Jack Harper again. :)

I know I love every book I read but this one is different. I love their story because it was about secrets. I mean, I loved how Emma told Jack all her secrets on the plane even though they were complete strangers and how Jack kept a secret from Emma but then ended up telling her all his secrets too. It started with secrets and it ended with secrets. :)

Jack Harper was just so sweet and I love his character. How I wish I can meet a guy like him. And Emma, she was just an ordinary, nothing special girl for Jack Harper but in a good way. :)

And this is my favorite part of the book...

'You don't know what it was like for me,' I say, on firmer ground.
'Everyone was laughing at me. Everyone was teasing me, in the whole office. Artemis was teasing me'
'I'll fire her,' Jack cuts me off firmly.
I'm so shocked, I give a half-giggle, then turn it into a cough.
'And Nick was teasing me'
'I'll fire him too.' Jack thinks for a moment.
'How about this: anyone who teased you, I'll fire.'
This time I can't help giggling out loud.
'You won't have a company left.'
'So be it. That'll teach me. That'll teach me to be so thoughtless.' 
 ---------------------------------------

See? Wasn’t Jack Harper the sweetest guy in the world? :”)))) How I wish they make this into movie like my other favorite book Love, Rosie. I’ll be very happy to see Emma and Jack Harper on the big screen! :))

062313

Anime crushes :))

So, let me introduce to you my boyfriendsss. :)) 

Tasuku Kurosaki. 24 yrs old, 181cm, hacker, smoker, drinker.

Tsuruga Ren. 20 yrs old, 190cm, actor, model.

Usui Takumi. 17 yrs old, 186cm, student, good at everything he does.

Zero Kiryu. 17 yrs old, 181cm, vampire/vampire hunter.

Kaname Kuran. a thousand old+, 184cm, pureblood vampire.

Kei Takishima. 15 yrs old, 175cm, student, good at everything he does.

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

 I love them the first time I've seen them. They're cute and funny and just so amazing! Kurosaki is mean when it  comes to Teru but in fact he really cares for her and he longs to be with her. Ren is a talented man and he's very gentleman and kind when it comes to Kyoko. Usui cares for Misaki that much that even though Misaki pushes him away, still he's determined to be by her side all the time. Zero is a bit shy when it comes on expressing his feelings but he really likes to be with Yuuki. Kaname is a very respectful man and he cares for Yuuki more than he cares for himself. Kei is a smart guy who never really wants to lose to anyone especially to Hikari but since he's in love with her, losing doesn't really matter anymore. See? Who wouldn't fall for these guys? I mean, they're just so, urh, perfect and handsome and amazing and did I mention perfect? :)

 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

 

 I love it when they smile. (And it was really hard finding a photo of Zero smiling with eyes closed.Tsk)

With their partner.

                                               Kurosaki❤Teru

                                             Ren❤Kyoko

                                            Usui❤Misaki

                                            Zero❤Yuuki

                                      Kaname❤Yuuki

                                              Kei❤Hikari    

 062313

I hate!

Your bad attitude. Your selfish self. Your arrogant mind. Your big mouth. Your poor understanding. Your nasty tongue. Your ill temper. Your everything. YOU!

Just why in the world do I have to have someone like you in my life? You're everything I hate and I hate you for that! Seriously. Like I can pull all your hair out and slap you in the face with a chair! That hate. Grr. And I hate you but I can't hate you. It's unfair right? I want to hate you all my life but I just can't do that and I hate it! I HATE IT! I actually can't hate you and it's depressing. I want to, I have to! Just why can't I? :(( 

"Throughout life people will make you mad, disrespect you and treat you bad. Let God deal with the things they do, cause hate in your heart will consume you too."
-Will Smith

 062013

Failing is a part of Succeeding. :)

I had my first interview this morning and sad to say, I failed. But that was okay. Failing is a part of succeeding, I heard :))

IN ORDER TO SUCCEED YOU MUST FAIL, SO THAT YOU KNOW WHAT NOT TO DO THE NEXT TIME.

- Anthony J. D'Angelo

I know where I did wrong and next time I won't make the same mistake! I know what not to do now. :))

 It doesn't matter how many times you try and fail. What matters is you try and try and try until you get it right. And I think it's better if you try then fail, than not try at all. At least you try. :)

LOSERS QUIT WHEN THEY FAIL. WINNERS FAIL UNTIL THEY SUCCEED.

- Robert Kiyosaki 

061513

Me. You. Candy Crush.

 Me.

I don't really play Candy Crush until last week. I don't know, maybe I just got curious of why everyone is so into playing it. So I tried it and I loved it. Now I'm playing everyday. It's only been 4 days, I think, and I'm still on level 35. Not bad. :)

You.

I heard he wasn't playing Candy Crush too until last week. (And maybe I can guess what's the reason or should I say who) I heard from his friend. And now I got a life supplier buddy. Tsk. But thanks for that. It helps a lot especially when I lost 5 lives trying to get to the next level. Poor me.

Candy Crush.

I love you. Really. It's just that you give us so much to talk about. Life, level, strategies, and everything. So thank you! :)

061213

Manga: Vampire Knight :)

"You know what’s sad about reading books? It’s that you fall in love with the characters. They grow on you. And as you read, you start to feel what they feel - all of them - you become them. And when you’re done, you’re never the same. Sure you’re still you, you look the same, talk in the same manner, but something in you has changed. Something in the way you think, the way you choose, sometimes, even the things you say may differ. But it all comes down to the state you go to after a nice novel. The after-feeling. It’s amazing, but somehow, you feel left alone by that world you were once in. It’s overwhelming. But it makes you sad. Cause for once you were this, this otherworldly being in… Neverwhere, and then you suddenly have to say goodbye after a few weeks from when you read the last page. When you’ve recovered from that state. It’s just… quite sad."

         — Suzanne Collins

This applies with manga too. It's like when you finish reading it, part of you still want to think that somehow there's more and that it's not yet the ending because you just never want it to end. Because it's sad when you finish reading something. It's really sad! And finishing this manga made me cry. Really! It was so good and I loved everything about it. I didn't want it to end but we all know everything ends. But can't there be one more chapter? Tsk.

So Zero died because he became Level E and Yuuki died turning Kaname into human. It was sad but still it was good to know that Kaname lives and now he's human. :) Zero and Yuuki's twins were also adorable. :)

Vampire Knight became my favorite the time I started reading it. I've read Kaichou wa Maid sama and Skip Beat but still this is my favorite among them. I just love Kaname, Yuuki and Zero sooo much! :)

Kaname, Yuuki, Zero :">

I love Zero and Yuuki but I love Kaname and Yuuki too. I want them both for her!! :)) 

061113

Poem: Everytime...

It's like I want you to talk to me but I get speechless everytime you speak.

It's like I want you to hold my hand but I get paralyzed eveytime you move.

It's like I want you to call my name but I walk away everytime you do.

It's like I want you to stop me but I'm already gone everytime you do.

060913

3:00 am

It's 3:00am and my eyes are still wide open. I wanna sleep but my head won't let me. I'm not sleepy at all. Everyone else is already sleeping, dreaming. Maybe they're on their dreamland now. Happy. Contented. I wanna be there too but I don't want it to end. I wanna stay there, if I can...

 060813

KDrama: When A Man's In Love 2013

Song Seung Heun. I've first seen him on the drama Endless love with Song Hye Kyo and from then on I got to love him. Then we watched his movie He Was Cool which became one of my favorites. The movie was funny and it was great. Song Seung Heun was really cool. Then he appeared on the drama East of Eden. I wasn't able to really watch it but I heard it was good. I also haven't seen My Princess and Dr. Jin but I'm planning to. Maybe after I finished When A Man's In Love. :)

So, When A Man's In Love is his latest drama and I'm loving it. I'm on my 8th episode now and I'm planning to finish it this weekend. I really love romantic action dramas and this one is just perfect. With Song Seung Heun with it, he makes it even better. :))

The story is about Han Tae Sang, a former gangster, who became a successful business man. He used to be cold-blooded and harsh until he met Seo Mi Do. The two met when Tae Sang went to collect the money that Mi Do's father borrowed from them. But Mi Do's father didn't have the money so Tae Sang threatened them. Mi Do promised that she will return the money but she needed time. Tae Sang agreed and waited for her promise. He can actually see himself on Mi Do when he was younger and somehow he felt different towards her.

I really want to tell everything about this drama but I think it's better to watch it. I'll just be a spoiler. :))

 I think this is Episode 4. Tae Sang was waiting for Mi Do inside their bookstore. Jae Hee walked her home and kissed her and of course she was surprised.

This is funny. Mi Do gave Tae Sang a gift, I think it's some kind of moisturizer and face mask. Mi Do asked him to put it on and take a picture and she wanted him to send it to her. Tae Sang was having a second thought about it but in the end he actually did it. It was also funny since Chang Hee caught him. Kekeke.

 

Episode 7. When Mi Do showed Tae Sang the ring her gave her. He was so happy.

 Tae Sang doesn't want Mi Do to call him Mr. Han. So she asked what should she call him and he suggested Oppa. Hahaha. I won't mind calling him Oppa. :))))

I like it when Mi Do just know what to do every time Tae Sang is not in the mood. :))

They pass by each other and pretend like they're not in a relationship. Tae Sang is cute. :))


And this. When you try to be a know-it-all when in fact you just googled it. Lol. Mi Do found his list about "How To Become a Good Boyfriend" :))

This drama is really funny and surprising. I love them both and I love how the story is made. I know there would me more interesting, funny, dramatic and exciting scenes so I'm really excited for the next episodes. :D

060513

Us, girls! :)

All we need are bestfriends and crazy moments! :))

Songs. Limitless. Iron Man 3. Carbonara. Orange Juice. Pancit Canton. Egg. TGWLTT. Girl talk. Boys. Life. Family. Problems. Tv. Pawn Stars. Pictures. Work. Sleep. Everything.

Girls will be girls. ❤

060413

Good places to see :)))

I love to travel. I've never been to many places but I promise that someday I will go to places I want to see! :D Name it, and I will be there! :)  

 

❤Asia, Africa, Australia, Europe, America❤

 

I've been to Singapore with my family before and it was really beautiful! :)) 

It's been my and my sister's dream to go to Korea and I know someday we'll be there. You just wait Korea and we'll see each other soon! :P

Europe, who doesn't want to go to Europe? :"> France, Italy, Ireland, London, just a thought of these places makes me smile. :)

USA, I was thinking why wasn't I born there? It's unfair. Tsk.

Asia, Australia and Africa, beautiful places to explore and experience. Don't worry, I'll get to you someday! :))

060113