Depressed :(

Wala lang, i feel different :| It's like I'm not here, I'm lost, I don't know what to do. :| Lately I've been so alone, I don't have anyone to talk to. I have people around me but I can't talk to them. I can't say a word to them. I don't know what the problem is. Is it me or I don't  know. Why do I feel this way? 

Trying to figure this out. 

(011712)

Concert: Simple Plan Live in Manila 01122012 (Get Your Heart On Tour)

Yana, Ate Anne and Me :)

 

OMG! SIMPLE PLAN IS THE BEST!!! Peirre was so hot. :"> They were so cool. I've never been on a concert so close like this. :)) It was fun and crazy and great and awesome and perfect! We were so close we could grab them if we wanted to. \m/

It started around 9pm and ended around 11pm. They performed Shut Up, Can't Keep My Hands off of You, Jump, When I'm Gone, Addicted, You Suck at Love, Thank You, Your Love is Just a Lie, My Alien, Summer Paradise, Astronaut, Cover Songs, Jet Lag, This Song Saved My Love, Welcome To My Life, I' d Do Anything, Loser of the Year, I'm Just A Kid, and Perfect and it was my best concert so far! :"> I really enjoyed the night with my sisters, Yana and Ate Anne, singing my heart out with them. 

Simple Plan will always be my first love! :)

We also saw Noyi, the girl we met at All Time Low's Concert last year. She's a big fan of Simple Plan too. :) 

January 12, 2012, I won't ever forget this special day! Pierre was my first crush and he will always be my first love. I'm sooo happy I finally met and saw him in person. :))) 

Simple Plan, You Rock!! \m/

Here are some of my videos from last night.

 

 

 

-021212

Story: When Girl Meets Boys ♥

I'm on my 32nd Chapter now and it's getting exciting. :) I can't wait to finish it and to finally read it again and again. I just love writing and this one is my favorite among all. My first is about Alys and Tom and the second is about Jez and Josh. I haven't finished my second story yet but i hope after writing this story (When Girl Meets Boys) i can continue writing it. I really don't have time to write right now but I just love this story so I always find time to write even just one chapter every night. I love the characters and of course the story. It's about a girl who ran away home and just found herself on her dream place. There she started a new life and eventually met a group of guys who, never in her life she imagined she will meet. From that meeting, she started to discover things in life like how to live away from her family, how to work and of course how to fall in love.

Kyaa! I really love this story. Hope you'll like it too :"> I'll be glad to share it when I finally finished it. :D ♥

SIMPLE PLAN LIVE IN MANILA 2012 :)

OMG! As in OMG! Finally, Pierre is coming to see MEEEE! :"> They will perform live at Smart Araneta Coliseum. I've been waiting for this day and it's finally coming. See you on Thursday my Pierre. Let's have a good time. :)) Let's sing our hearts out. Let's have fun and enjoy the night! :)) OMG! Can't wait. I'm soooo excited! :D  

- 010912 :))

366 pages of 2012 :)

First week of 2012 has just ended and another week just started. We still have 357 pages to fill in and hope you're getting excited as we go on.

My first week was fine though I already regret some things I did. I was disappointed too but I'll try my best not to do those things again. It was school related and some family related issues.

Now, I started page 8 by cleaning our room and finishing my story. I stayed home the whole day, cleaned our room and just sat in front of my computer and just typed and typed and typed. But I was really supposed to meet my sister at Boni to claim the tickets I got from winning on a radio show. I'm not in the mood to go out so i told her I'll go there on Wednesday. I know she was pissed but I can't really do anything about it. And on Thursday, guess what? We're gonna see Pierre and the rest of Simple Plan. Yey! I'm sooo excited. After waiting for so long, we are gonna see them perform live. We've been waiting for this day and now it's happening. Thaaaaaank Yooooouu :"> Anyway, Avril too is coming on February. We need to save for that too. :) We've been also wanting her to come here and now she's going. Yey! 2012 is really exciting! :)) Hope there will be a lot of surprised in the future like SS4 or something lik ethat. Plssss?? :D

And for now, I'm just gonna finish this and continue writing my story. I really wanna finish it already so you can read it. I know you'll love it. Swear! Lol :)) Then, until next time. I'll be just right here. Write me :))

Page 8 of 366 :D

Stalking 101 :">

When we found out that Siwon would be here in Manila for CF, we really freaked out and panicked. We thought that it would be our chance to see him again. He was here with Kyuhyun and Hyukjae which made us be more motivated to go and stalk them. Hahaha.. xD They went to Eastwood first then in Macapagal for the shoot. Unfortunately we were too late for that. :( Next location was Intramuros where people got out of control that SJ members can't come out of the bus. They canceled the shoot which was so upsetting. :( We waited there hoping that they would come back but got no updates about it. We also tried going to Makati Shang and Sofitel which were the rumored hotels that they were staying in. So many had happened today and it was tiring but worth it. Thinking that we will see Siwon, Kyuhyun and Hyukjae gave us the strength to endure all the hassles and exhaustions that we felt. But next time it would be great if they will do a CF here with all the members(Leeteuk, Kyuhyun, Siwon, Donghae, Eunhyuk, Ryeowook, Sungmin, Yesung, Shindong, Heenim, Kangin, Kibum, Hangeng, Henry and Zoumi). I really hope that they will come back here coz i heard that they're on their way back to Korea now. It's sad to think that we weren't able to see them today. :(( I wanna see them, hopefully on SS4 or in Korea. :"> I really won't forget this day when we were so close yet so far.

-- 01022012

Goodbye 2011!

We're just 10 hours away from 2012 and I'm sooo excited! And because it's New Year, we should also have a new life. So goodbye 2011, goodbye old me, goodbye heartaches, goodbye old problems, goodbye bitter days, goodbye you, goodbye old diary, goodbye my planner, goodbye paper works, goodbye lazy me, goodbye painful yesterdays, goodbye silly me, and goodbye 2011 but thanks for all the things you taught me! :))

And here's another year so we need to have a new life, new friends, new journey, new attitude, new view in life, new problems, new love, new heartbreaks, new memories, new lessons, new beginning, new tomorrow, new beautiful days. New everything and wonderful beginning.:))

For my new year's resolution.. hmmm..

1. Have a new life.

2. Be thrifty.

3.Be happy.

4.Won't be late in school again.

5. Won't be late in school again.

6.WON'T BE LATE IN SCHOOL AGAIN! ahaha.. >:))

Well, Happy New Year Guys. Welcome 2012, welcome new me! :))
Godbless us all and BE HAPPY! Wishing you a fruitful and healthy 2012 :))

December :">

December - a month so filled with salubrious moments

Each day blooms as though life knows no trials, blots and torments

Zenith of the year is how my lips and heart describe it

Ever since I met its twenty-first child in a minute.

Like a brainsick, I find myself grinning yet hurt at times

Many do notice that all things around me flow with rhymes

Among a dozen of months, this one is the most bizarre

Real joy do I feel but I don’t know what the reasons are.

I thought at first it’s just because of the birth of the King

Even though deep inside I know there’s something more behind

Oh! Why do I loaf in this queer yet familiar setting?

Confusions and mysteries have kept on plaguing my mind.

At last I’ve learned the true reason why this month is so great

My year will end with worthwhile, historic horizons too

Ponder not it’s just about Christmas why I’m in this state

Obviously, my December is well lived because of you.

-- I still remember the guy who wrote this for me. :">

CHRISTMAS 2011! :D

I wish you all a Happy and Blessed Christmas! :D

Let's share our blessings and be happy on giving others what we have. Enjoy and have a Merry Christmas. :))

Singapore :))

Last Dec 19-21, we had a vacation in Singapore and we really had fun! :)) We arrived there at around 5 or 6 in the evening and someone picked us up, Anthony. He drove us to our hotel and we checked in first before having our dinner. We stayed in Fragrance Hotel in Geylang St. Lorong 6. We tried Chinese food for dinner and it was good. We ordered prawns, chicken, vegetables and fish which was still on fire when served. It was nice to try Chinese food but it's really different from the foods here. We went back to the hotel after and rested. It was tiring and the next day was really tiring also. We woke up around 6 in the morning and get ready because someone will pick us up at 8:30. My dad bought breakfast and we ate in the hotel. Vincent, another driver/tour guide, picked us up and the other tourists and drove to Universal Studios. The other tourists were also Filipino. We arrived at the Universal Studious at around 10 and waited for it to open at 10:30. There were a lot of people visiting too from different places. There were Japanese, English, Indians, Americans and others. There are also Filipinos that we met. We tried Transformers 4D first and it was really nice. They also took picture of us while screaming and our mouths were really big because we were screaming. We always laugh every time we see it and it was a  really great memory. Next was The Mummy which was also good. It was 4D also and scary. I remembered my mom when she told me she was really scared and won't try it again. Haha. xD We took pictures everywhere and enjoyed every attraction we saw. We had lunch at Ben and Jerry's and continued our day after. We went to Shrek 4D then to the Waterworld Show. The guys there were splashing water to the tourists and having fun while seeing them get wet. They had a little game and they were funny. The show was about a lost island and something like saving it from pirates. We didn't get wet because we sat at the safe zone. Next was Madagascar where we went inside and watched a little show while riding n a boat. We also tried the one like cable car and we fall in line like half an hour but the ride was only just for a minute. Haha. xD Then walked around the Hollywood and watched a show where the dancers were Filipinos. We also tried the roller coaster Human which was very very exciting. I felt nervous at first but when it was finished I was like trying to fall in line to the other roller coaster. I actually thought of backing out but when we were already the ones to ride, i told myself that I can do that. And because my little sisters were there too that was why I had to be strong. LOL. Because if I showed them that I'm scared, they will probably be scared too. Mom and dad didn't come with us because they were dizzy already because of the 3 4Ds that we tried. Haha. xD We had to go back to the parking before 5 because Vincent will pick us up there and he said that he didn't want to wait for someone who would be late. We took a lot of pictures and my cellphone actually run out of space so i had to delete sme songs. Hehe. After US, Vincent dropped us at the shopping district and instructed us how to go back to our hotel. There were a lot of malls and the items are really expensive. We bought bags, wallet and perfume. I bought a bag for 100$ and it was already discounted. We went to Takashimaya mall and Paragon Mall. After a long walk, we reached the hotel and it was really tiring. We had dinner at the hotel and rested after. Aly and Yana also switched room because Yana and Ate Anne did something else before going to sleep. I and Yana were originally the roommates but the second night it was I and Aly. Second night was done and the third day came. We woke up a little early the  because we still had a long day ahead. Another man, Sam, picked us up and the other tourist and that time they were from South Africa. I forgot their names but they were nice. They're actually teachers and they've been to a lot of places already. We went to the Singapore flyer first then to Merlion park where we had fun taking our pictures with the big lion. My dad shots were funny and my sister was competing with him. After, Sam brought us to a chocolate factory and Jewelry factory. He let us buy pasalubongs and buy other items for ourselves. Then we went to a temple and told us that if we want better grades, we should pray to one of the Chinese god there which was Confucius. We really had a long day and lunch was a bit disappointing. I really love trying different foods but that time we were not in the mood to try any. we had Malaysian food which we didn't actually like because of the taste. Maybe we were not just used to it but the chicken was good though. We waited for Anthony in the hotel and while waiting we rent a PC. I was facebooking when Aly used her secret weapon on me, 3 times, and it was disgusting. I wasn't able to get revenge but it was okay because I was not her only victim, Ate Anne too. So waited and waited for Anthony until it was 3m he was late but it was okay. We reached the airport and checked in our baggage and waited for our departure time which was delayed for about an hour or two. We had snacks and just sat around and surfed the internet. 5:40pm, we went to gate 5 and waited. The plane took off so late and some were already complaining. We landed at around 10:30 or 11 and Tito Tok waited for so long because we told him that we'll  be landing at around 9pm but actually get off the plane 10:30 in the evening. He came with a friend and we ate at Chowking in Eastwood. It was around 12:30 am when we reached home it was really a long day. We fixed ourselves then rested.

Those 3 days were memorable, so many had happened and it was really a vacation to remember because my dad and mom were with us. We had a good time though I still had bad times. Hehe..xD Now we are looking forward on Christmas and I know it would  be memorable too. So, tell you about it later and Merry Christmas! :))

Simbang Gabi :)

Tonight would be the 4th Simbang Gabi and we're happy to be attending it. It started last Thursday and would end on the 23rd. It's fun since I go with my sisters and the other night with our Mom. Hopefully tonight we'll come with our Dad and we're very excited. We annually attend Simbang Gabi but sad to say that we won't be able to complete it this year. That is because we'll be flying to Singapore tomorrow morning. It's our dad's Christmas gift to us. :))

I see different people and friends every Simbang Gabi and it's really nice to see them. We even meet new people and eventually become friends. Just like last year. I still remember how I met new friends and from then they became part of my life. Anyway, it's really exciting and fun to attend Simbang Gabi especially when Fr. Larry would tell the mass. He is a funny priest and I've learned a lot from him. He has jokes that even though I've already heard it a million times will still hit me and make me laugh. I like it when I can hear his homily and he will make us laugh while teaching us the reality of ife.

There is also Alay Talento every Simbang Gabi and it's nice to see different people perform for od Some sing other dance. And last night's performance was great. A group of people danced, sang and acted. They did well and we were great. And actually, Ate Anne is preparing for her performance anytime now. LOL. She would say every time a song will be played on the radio that it would be the one she would sing on Simbang Gabi. tsk! :)) I am happy and excited since this Christmas would be so memorable. This would be  a Christmas to remember for the rest of my life. My parents are here and everything is just perfect. 

Tonight, Simbang Gabi would be great since both my parents are here and hope we'll attend it with them!

12 Days of Christmas Challenge :D

Day 12. (Dec 14th) A picture of your Christmas tree.

Day 11. (Dec 15th) A favorite Christmas carol. Post an audio.

Day 10. (Dec 16th) An old Christmas photo of you.

Day 09. (Dec 17th) A favorite Christmas tradition.

Day 08. (Dec 18th) Your Christmas wishlist. 

Day 07. (Dec 19th) Plans for the holiday. Just brief.

Day 06. (Dec 20th) Describe Christmas in 5 words using adjectives, verb, etc.

Day 05. (Dec 21st) Give or receive? Explain.

Day 04. (Dec 22nd) A favorite Christmas movie.

Day 03. (Dec 23rd) Photograph your favorite Christmas decor in your tree.

Day 02. (Dec 24th) Draw a holiday greeting.

Day 01. (Dec 25th) A picture of you in holiday spirits.

- I'll start today! :)) 

December. :))

It's December! Yey!!! :))) The most exciting month of the year! :)))) Only 19 days before Christmas. Sooooooo excited! :D Anyway, the start of my month was great. Got to see my friends and spent wonderful time with them. :) School is kinda tiring too because of the busy schedule but I'm able to manage my time.We also have a Marian Camp on the 8th and it would be an overnight. Not sure if I can join. :| Christmas party would be on the 17th and after that it's Christmas break! Yey!! :))) Haha. :D

We're also excited because my dad is coming home on the 13th and my mom on the 15th. I know this would really be a December to remember. :)) We are also having our vacation in Singapore this holiday. It's my dad's Christmas gift to us and we're very happy. I know our Christmas will be exciting and fun! But I'm also sad because we won't be able to complete the Simbang Gabi. For four years, we are always attending the Simbang Gabi but not this year. But it's okay because my wish for Simbang Gabi was just granted, it is to have a complete and happy family this Christmas. :)

I also remember this month last year. It was different. Not because it's not that cold unlike last year, but because there was someone last year that really made me happy. :"> He WAS a friend of mine. :( He's sweet and caring and funny. He always make me smile and he always wanted to tease me. I met him not that long but it felt like he knew me very well. I don't know, he said he's already seeing me even before, I just didn't notice it. Anyway, he's a nice guy and I'm hoping to see him again this Christmas. :)