To the guy who left then came back

When you thought you've already gotten over him, he will prove you wrong. 

God, I hate this feeling! When you're finally over him but then all of a sudden, surprise surprise, he comes back confusing your heart again! It's like you just got your heart repaired and now he has ripped it open once again. And it hurts. 

It's been forever since the last time we talked and I hate it that he has to talk to me again. Why now after all those years? Why now when I've finally moved on? Why now when I'm trying to be happy again? I won't lie and say it didn't make me happy, hell I was very happy, but when I realized it didn't mean anything to him, it hurt. I know I shouldn't give any meaning to why he pm-ed me but I can't help but wonder, Why now? Why again after all those years? Maybe I just wanted it to have any meaning that's why I'm feeling like this or maybe he was just being friendly but either way it hurts. Because it took me four damn years to get over him and now that I've finally accepted that he's gone, that's when he chose to come back in my life. Isn't it unfair?! Maybe all I really wanted is a closure because we didn't even have a formal break up. One day we were in a relationship, the next day we were strangers. And I hate to admit it but I still miss him once in a while. God, I miss him once in a while. 

Well, let's just wait and see what will happen. 

"There comes a point, when it's not that you don't care anymore, you just can't."

Book: The Fill-In Boyfriend by Kasie West

★★★★/★★★★★

I kinda had an idea how this book would be but somehow it proved me wrong. It was actually better than I thought and I liked it. And though I didn't really like some of the characters, like Gia's parents, still the story was good. It had some kilig moments and I-like-to-strangle-Jules moments but what I liked the most was the part where Gia and Bec were on Bec's room and they were exorcising their demons. Lol. I also liked it when they threw baseballs at Will's. I'm not sure but I think breaking things when you're mad or something really helps. 

 Synopsis from Goodreads:

When Gia Montgomery's boyfriend, Bradley, dumps her in the parking lot of her high school prom, she has to think fast. After all, she'd been telling her friends about him for months now. This was supposed to be the night she proved he existed. So when she sees a cute guy waiting to pick up his sister, she enlists his help. The task is simple: be her fill-in boyfriend—two hours, zero commitment, a few white lies. After that, she can win back the real Bradley.

The problem is that days after prom, it's not the real Bradley she's thinking about, but the stand-in. The one whose name she doesn't even know. But tracking him down doesn't mean they're done faking a relationship. Gia owes him a favor and his sister intends to see that he collects: his ex-girlfriend's graduation party—three hours, zero commitment, a few white lies.

Just when Gia begins to wonder if she could turn her fake boyfriend into a real one, Bradley comes waltzing back into her life, exposing her lie, and threatening to destroy her friendships and her new-found relationship. 

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“Hayden?"
"Yes,Gia?"
"Nothing I just wanted to say your name”

― Kasie West, The Fill-In Boyfriend 

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“I like it when you're not perfect.” 

Hayden to Gia  

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It's a cute and sweet story that's why I like it. :)

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MMFS

[M] [M] [F] [S]

Nadz ❤ Dez ❤ Joy ❤ Kilet ❤ Jelly

People who can make me laugh a little louder, smile a little brighter and live a little better.

Movie: Barely Lethal 2015

★★★★/★★★★★

Watched this film with my friends and we enjoyed it. :)

The story is about Agent 83 (Hailee Steinfeld) who grew up at Prescott Academy where they train orphans to become government agents. Despite being the best on the field, Agent 83 has always been curious about a lot of things especially in the outside world. She always dreamed of having a normal life. But her mentor, Hardman (Samuel L. Jackson) also discourages them from being attached on anything or anyone because "No Attachment" is their number one rule. So secretly, she reads teen magazines and watches teen movies like Mean Girls and Bring It On. 

The story continues when Agent 83 finds an opportunity to walk away from the life she's always known after accomplishing a mission but falling into a river because wanted arms dealer Victori Knox (Jessica Alba) tries to kill her. She thinks about it twice but she really wants to have a normal life.

It's really nice and funny and I love how Megan (Agent 83) tries to cope up with her new life, school and friends and is trying her best to be just normal like others. She faces new problems and hardships but she's willing to go through it just to have the life she's always wanted.

Here's the trailer of the movie:

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KDrama: Who Are You? School 2015

Main Characters:

Kim So hyun as Go Eun byul/ Lee Eun bi
Yook Sung jae as Gong Tae kwang
Nam Joo hyun as Han Yi ahn

My first School series was School 2013 which I really loved. My sister and I watched it together and it was when we fell in love with Lee Jong suk and Kim Woo bin. :") We loved the story because we can relate to it since it tells the story of students while they're in school and everything that's happening to them. It was such a great drama that we were excited when it was announced that it will be back with Who Are You? School 2015!

Synopsis: Wikipedia
Go Eun-byul and Lee Eun-bi are identical twins separated at birth. Eun-bi lives at House of Love, an orphanage in Tongyeong, South Gyeongsang Province, where the younger residents look up to her as a mother figure. However, she hides the fact that she is bullied at school by a gang of mean girls led by Kang So-young, while teachers turn a blind eye.
 On the other hand, Go Eun-byul is the most popular girl at Sekang High School, the most prestigious private high school in Seoul's Gangnam District. Eun-byul's best friends are Cha Song-joo and Lee Shi-jin, and she shares a mutual attraction with Han Yi An, the school's star swimmer. They have been friends since they were 8.
Eun-bi and Eun-byul look exactly alike, but only Eun-byul is aware of the other's existence. Unlike the cheerful Eun-bi, Eun-byul is prickly and secretive. One day, on a school field trip to Tongyeong, Eun-byul mysteriously disappears. At the same time, Eun-bi is unjustly expelled from her school and jumps off a bridge in a suicide attempt. Ten days later, the injured and amnesiac Eun-bi is mistaken for her twin Eun-byul, and the latter's adoptive mother takes her home to Seoul, where she starts living as Eun-byul.

It's also nice that Kim So hyun and Sung jae are the lead characters because I love them both. So hyun looks like Son Ye jin who I also love. :")

Screencaps:

 Kim So hyun looking like Son Ye jin

There's always that one guy in every drama that will make you fall in love because of their "pasaway" character. And for this drama, it's Gong Tae kwang.  Hihi :")

Eun bi: Were you my close friend?
Tae kwang: I doubt it. 
Eun bi: It's funny, huh? That I have to ask such questions whenever I meet someone.
Tae kwang: Well, should I tell you this? You probably don't know since you lost your memory. I didn't accept your feelings for me, but you used to follow me around big time. Texting and calling me. You were such a nuisance.
 Eun bi: I did?
Tae kwang: Yes, you did. 

And then there's the good guy...

 Eun bi: You know what you said yesterday? I was grateful at first, but I thought about it and I got upset. Yi ahn: About what?
Eun bi: I'm what? I have no manners, I'm rude and you sometimes want to smack me? Why are you friends with someone like that?
Yi ahn: Sometimes I wonder that too. 

 
*I like that Yi ahn and Eun byul grew up together that they can joke around about anything and I also like that even though he thinks that Eun bi is Eun byul who just lost her memories, he still treats her the same saying she's rude and have no manners. Lol.

 Tae kwang: What's this?
Yi ahn: Didn't you come to return the bag? You did, so that's that.
Tae kwang: (looks annoyed) No you're wrong. I came here to see Go Eun byul.
Yi ahn: (becomes serious) (taps Tae kwang on the shoulder) See her tomorrow.
 

*It's when Tae kwang starts to show interest in the new Eun byul that Yi ahn starts to get a little protective too. 

 

 Adorable Tae kwang is adorable. :")

 Confidence like this is cute. :")

 Isn't it sweet when someone asks you to skip class with him? HAHAHA xD

 I always feel sorry for the characters like of Tae kwang because no matter how hard he tries, he always knows that he can't have Eun bi. :(

 Eun bi: Hey, Han Yi ahn!

Yi ahn: (stops jogging) What?

Eun bi: My... bike chain came off.

Yi ahn: So what?

Eun bi: I said, my bike chain came off!

Yi ahn: And?

Eun bi: I... can't go to you. I can't go to you... So, can't you come to me?

 Yi ahn: (jogs back to her)

1.. 2.. Smile! :D

Eun bi: Gong tae kwang?What brings you here at this hour?

Tae kwang: I was waiting for you all this time. What else would bring me here?

Now this is sad. :"(

Then there's the night when you tell her what you really feel...

*But... stilll... I like you.

And then the next day, his hair is already black. :(

It's nice that somehow Tae kwang and Eun bi are getting closer but still it hurts for Tae kwang because he knows that friends is all they can be. But who knows, right? I still have two more episodes to finish and I'm yet to find out. 

I'm not sure where their relationship will go but I really wish they end up together. Never mind Yi ahn since he already has Eun byul. Tsk.

 Then there's the surprise kiss. :)

I still have two more episodes to finish and I'm excited to see how all of this will end.  I just hope it will be as good as I expected! :)

UPDATE! 

As expected, Eun bi chooses Yi an. 

And now the heartbreaking part when Tae kwang has to let Eun bi go.

  It hurts when you love someone but you have to let her go.

 END!!

JUNE! :)

Another month, another chance to make things better. :)

Hello, June! :D

#six #goodbyesummer #halfway #2015

Book: Anna and The French Kiss by Stephanie Perkins

★★★★★/★★★★★

“Will you please tell me you love me? I’m dying here.”

-St. Clair to Anna

One word: Perfect.

It was my first book of Stephanie Perkins and I already love her! :) 

“I wish friends held hands more often, like the children I see on the streets sometimes. I'm not sure why we have to grow up and get embarrassed about it.”
― Stephanie Perkins, Anna and the French Kiss  

confused. T_T

hMm.. i don’t know what to do.. cos i have this friend who told me that he likes me.. actually he’s my ex.. we were seeing each other these past few days because of his friends.. they always invite me to watch movies, go malling and to go to their school and i just can’t say no.. they even asked me ‘pwede bang ibalik nyo ang nakaraan??..’ i just smiled and didn’t know what to answer.. and everytime i think about that question, i tell myself that i won’t hang out with them again so i can avoid him. but everytime they ask me out, uh oh, i always say yes.. :( haiSst. i hate this feeling, i mean, he’s nice, smart, fun to be with.. but I DONT KNOW.. i can’t even talk to him about this, that i’m confused, coz whenever we are talking, he always say that he’s happy, he tells me that he’s willing to wait.. :( wAaAa.. what to do???