Thursday, December 31, 2015

365 of 365 :)

Today's the last day of the year but it's never too late to update your to do list.

Things to do today:
Checked box symbol Be thankful that you woke up this morning
Checked box symbol Have a good day with your family
Checked box symbol Be grateful for all the good things that happened to you this year
Checked box symbol Thank everyone who helped you become stronger and a better person
Checked box symbol Be HAPPY and CONTENTED
Checked box symbol Thank God!

Tomorrow starts another year and I wish you all a HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR! 

Tuesday, December 29, 2015

Book: Never Never: Part Two by Colleen Hoover and Tarryn Fisher

★★★★/★★★★★ 

And once again, it's a cliff-hanger. Can't wait to read the rest of it!! 

The book picks up where Charlie went missing and Silas needs to find her because both of them still can't remember anything. 

I was frustrated with the first book because it was hell confusing but now that I've read the second book it's starting to make sense. At least now we know that the Shrimp has something to do with happened with Silas and Charlie. 

I also love how Colleen and Tarryn wrote this book. I like how Silas still feels for Charlie even if he can't actually remember her. It's so sweet and I'm falling more and more in love as the story continues.

Now I can't wait to read the third book!

Saturday, December 26, 2015

CHRISTMAS 2015! :D

Merry Christmas from OCAMPO Family! :D

I hope everyone is having fun this Christmas! Enjoy and God bless us all! :D

Friday, December 25, 2015

5 Days of Christmas Challenge: Day 5

Give a Christmas card


This one is for someone I haven't talked with for a while now. I'm still not sure how to give this to him but it will definitely reach him one day. :) (If you know who you are, you're welcome to get this from me.)

Tuesday, December 22, 2015

5 Days of Christmas Challenge: Day 2

Watch a new Christmas movie

#nowwatching: Charming Christmas
 *When a young businesswoman plays Mrs Claus at her family's department store over Christmas, her life begins to take some unexpected turns.

Review to come :)

Monday, December 21, 2015

5 Days of Christmas Challenge: Day 1

Write a Christmas poem/story

It's the time of giving
It's the time of loving
The day Jesus is coming
We should be rejoicing

Let's light the candles
Let's ring the bells
Celebrate the birth of the Savior
We should be singing

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(A Christmas story coming up...)

5 Days of Christmas Challenge

 Day 1: Write a Christmas poem/story
Day 2: Watch a new Christmas movie
Day 3: Take a Christmas selfie
Day 4: Make a special gift for someone
Day 5: Give a Christmas card
 

Anime Movie: Hotarubi no Mori e

I actually planned on reading the manga but until now I haven't had the chance. I loved the movie and I'm sure I'm going to love the manga even more. 

So before I cry, again, let me tell you about the story of Hotaru and Gin
One summer, six years old Hotaru Takegawa gets lost in the forest where she is found by a mask-wearing guy named Gin who then informs her that he will disappear forever if a human touches him. Gin leads Hotaru out of the forest and tells her that anyone who comes in there gets lost so she better not come back. But Hotaru comes back over the next few days to visit Gin. There begins a beautiful friendship despite the limitations in their interactions. Hotaru enjoys Gin's company, playing and having fun with him. But summer ends and Hotaru needs to return to the city because of her studies. Before she leaves, she promises Gin she will visit him every summer. So years go by and every summer Hotaru visits Gin. They spend their time playing at the forest and just catching up. Soon, Hotaru physically matures while Gin hardly ages making them almost like the same age then.

That summer, Hotaru is already in highschool and she starts to struggle with her feelings towards Gin. Gin also longs to touch her but they both know the consequence if they touch. One night, Gin takes Hotaru to a festival in the forest hosted by the spirits. It's the closest to a date they get and it's tragic that it's their last night together, too. By the end of the festival, Gin accidentally helps a young boy from falling not knowing that the boy is a human. Soon, Gin starts to slowly disappear and realizing what is happening, he and Hotaru embrace and finally confess their love for each other.

I really love the story and it never fails to make me smile and cry at the same time. I've probably watched it a dozen times and I'm loving it more and more everytime! I really hate that human boy who snuck in the festival because if he didn't then Gin wouldn't have to help him and Gin wouldn't have to disappear. Huhu :"( But if he didn't, then Hotaru and Gin wouldn't have the chance to embrace and confess their feelings to each other. It's really sad and heartbreaking and beautiful, I can't help but love it even more! My heart still breaks for the both of them and their story will forever be my favorite! :)

*when Gin found Hotaru 

*Hotaru wanted to see the face behind the mask so one time when she thought Gin was sleeping she carefully and slowly removed it.

*taking off his mask

*Gin and Hotaru when they attended the festival

 *this was after Gin gave his mask to Hotaru to keep

 *after Gin touched the human boy, he started to disappear

 *we can see how happy Hotaru was when she finally had the chance to hug Gin for the first and last time *cry*

 *and my heart was breaking the whole time 

"Into The Forest of the Fireflies' Light"

Saturday, December 19, 2015

Book: Before We Were Strangers by Renee Carlino

★★★★/★★★★★

I love this book in so many ways and it's one of those books I will always remember. 

Grace and Matt were college lovers. Since that first day Matt moved in the senior house and he saw Grace, he knew he'd love her. Grace instantly felt the same way and since then they took their relationship slowly and carefully because they knew the consequences if they didn't. They spent most of their time together and no one can separate them until Matt had to go to South America for an internship that summer. It was when everything fell apart. And for the next fifteen years, they lost all contact and neither have an idea what the life of the other had been all those years.

 Before We Were Strangers is the book that will make you think of your what-if's, what could've been's and if-only's. It tells us a story of two people who could've made it until the end if only they made a different decision. Well, they did make it to the end but for them it felt like they missed a decade and a half of their life for not spending it together.

Their story was really beautiful and heartbreaking and sweet and beautiful! I loved how Matt and Grace were so in love with each other and how they still loved each other even after so many years. Their story was so messed up but all that mattered was they still found each other in the end.

“The present is our own. The right-this-second, the here-and-now, this moment before the next, is ours for the taking. It’s the only free gift the universe has to offer. The past doesn’t belong to us anymore, and the future is just a fantasy, never guaranteed. But the present is ours to own. The only way we can realize that fantasy is if we embrace the now.”  

Friday, December 18, 2015

Jet Black Heart by 5 Seconds of Summer ♫♪


Everybody’s got their demons
Even wide awake or dreaming
I’m the one who ends up leaving
Make it okay

See a war I wanna fight it
See a match I wanna strike it
Every fire I’ve ignited
Faded to grey

But now that I’m broken
Now that you know it
Caught up in a moment
Can you see inside?

'Cause I’ve got a jet black heart
And there’s a hurricane underneath it
Trying to keep us apart
I write with a poison pen
But these chemicals moving between us
Are the reason to start again

Now I’m holding on for dear life
There’s no way that we could rewind
Maybe there’s nothing after midnight
That could make you stay

But now that I’m broken
And now that you know it
Caught up in a moment
Can you see inside?

'Cause I’ve got a jet black heart
And there’s a hurricane underneath it
Trying to keep us apart
I write with a poison pen
But these chemicals moving between us
Are the reason to start again

The blood in my veins
Is made up of mistakes
Let’s forget who we are
And dive into the dark
As we burst into color
Returning to life

'Cause I’ve got a jet black heart
And there’s a hurricane underneath it
Trying to keep us apart
I write with a poison pen
But these chemicals moving between us
Are the reason to start again

The blood in my veins
Is made up of mistakes
(To start again)
Let's forget who we are
And dive into the dark 

Thursday, December 17, 2015

Anime: Terror in Resonance

The first time I saw this anime, I knew I would love it. And I was right! The plot was so good and I loved the characters. Twelve and Nine were brave and headstrong and though I was a little conflicted with Lisa, she played a big role in the story.
I give this five golden stars.

Synopsis from Wikipedia:
In an alternate iteration of the present, Tokyo has been hit by a terrorist attack that has devastated the city. The only evidence of the culprits is a cryptic video uploaded to the Internet, which sparks paranoia across Japan. Unbeknownst to the authorities is that the terrorist masterminds—who call themselves "Sphinx" (スピンクス Supinkusu)—are two teenaged boys who go by the names Nine and Twelve. Though they apparently should not exist, they have nonetheless decided to "wake up the world" with their heinous plans of destruction, with their fingers on the trigger.


Nine
I loved Nine's character because he was determined and he knew exactly why he needed to do what they'd been doing. He was headstrong and he'd been like the older brother between him and Twelve, always making sure that their plan was working. He was uncaring towards Lisa at first but I knew he really wanted to care too. He just can't admit it because he knew it would only hurt him.

Twelve
At first I can't figure out Twelve's character and it was confusing the way he dealt with Lisa. When he and Lisa first met, he acted all cool and childish and like he liked her but then the next time, he started threatening her, telling her he will kill her if she tells anyone about his and Nine's true identities. He pranked her and always scared her with his words but as the story went on, he slowly began to care for her. And I knew it was hard for him to get attached to Lisa, or to anyone for that matter, because they had a mission and they couldn't afford to care or to get attached to anyone but at least he found a connection with her. 

 Lisa and Twelve

Lisa
Twelve and Nine found a friend in Lisa, someone who cared and wanted to help even if she always made mistakes and brought trouble. I didn't like her character at first because she was weak and always crying but somehow she became a big part in Nine and Twelve's life. Because of her, Twelve found a reason to reconsider what they'd been doing and a reason to just live a normal life with the remaining time they had. 

The story was really good and I liked how they pointed out that sometimes the only way we could get someone to listen to our story, especially those stories that some people will do everything just not to come out, is to make a scene, a big one, because then and only then that our story will be heard.

I really enjoyed this anime and hope you enjoy it too! :) 

Thursday, December 10, 2015

Poem: Untitled

I try to smile even when my heart is breaking
I can let you go even when you're my everything
It's okay, just go
Coz I can't do anything about it anyway...

I tell my heart it's fine everytime I see you
I stop myself whenever I want to run to you
It's okay, just leave
Coz I know that my heart will be fine again someday...
 
But for now let me cry for what could've been us
Let my heart grieve and be broken for what couldn't last
It's okay, I'll live
Coz I know I'll learn to forget about you one day...

Wednesday, December 9, 2015

Book: Made You Up by Francesca Zappia

★★★/★★★★★

She's schizophrenic. He's real. But what are the chances that she didn't just make him up?

Despite having schizophrenia, Alex still wants to live a normal life. And by normal I mean finishing high school, making friends and going to college. She's smart and funny and she doesn't let her hallucinations/imaginations get the best of her. But sometimes, we can't really tell what's real and what's not anymore because there are things we want to be real even if they're not.

The story begins with a prologue introducing Alex, a tank of lobsters and a blue eyed boy Alex is not so sure about. It continues when Alex enters a new school where she meets the blue eyed boy again. Now she's having a difficult time figuring out if the blue eyed boy she met years ago was the same blue eyed boy she's partnered with in her chemistry lab now. 

I really love this book because I can relate to it. I don't have schizophrenia but somehow I know how Alex feels. The constant need to check your surrounding, stopping to figure out if this certain thing or people is real and other stuff. Maybe I'm just paranoid but it makes me feel better when I do that. Another thing I love about this is how Alex fights to be normal. Yes, she doesn't want others to find out but she's trying her best not to show it because like others, she just wants to be a teenager who enjoys life. And it's nice that she found friends that don't mind whether she's sick or not. 

I want to tell you everything about this book but I think it's better if you just read it yourself. Enjoy! :D
 

Sunday, December 6, 2015

Poem: A Woman Who Cries

No one notices because she always smiles
No one even asks if she's doing alright
Coz all they see is a woman who is fine
All she shows is a woman who doesn't cry

She laughs so nobody could tell that she's sad
She even sings so they would all believe her
Coz all they see is a woman who is strong
All she shows is a woman who doesn't cry

And everyday she always tries to move on
Everyday she tells herself to go on
Coz all she wants is to be okay again
She wants to be a woman who doesn't cry

But all of her friends think that she is happy
All of them believe the smile on her face
Coz all she shows is a woman who's moved on
But like the others, she's a woman who cries.

Thursday, December 3, 2015

December Reading List #1

Before We Were Strangers by Renee Carlino 
To the Green-eyed Lovebird:

We met fifteen years ago, almost to the day, when I moved my stuff into the NYU dorm room next to yours at Senior House.

You called us fast friends. I like to think it was more.

We lived on nothing but the excitement of finding ourselves through music (you were obsessed with Jeff Buckley), photography (I couldn’t stop taking pictures of you), hanging out in Washington Square Park, and all the weird things we did to make money. I learned more about myself that year than any other.

Yet, somehow, it all fell apart. We lost touch the summer after graduation when I went to South America to work for National Geographic. When I came back, you were gone. A part of me still wonders if I pushed you too hard after the wedding…

I didn’t see you again until a month ago. It was a Wednesday. You were rocking back on your heels, balancing on that thick yellow line that runs along the subway platform, waiting for the F train. I didn’t know it was you until it was too late, and then you were gone. Again. You said my name; I saw it on your lips. I tried to will the train to stop, just so I could say hello.

After seeing you, all of the youthful feelings and memories came flooding back to me, and now I’ve spent the better part of a month wondering what your life is like. I might be totally out of my mind, but would you like to get a drink with me and catch up on the last decade and a half?

M

Not After Everything by Michelle Levy
Tyler has a football scholarship to Stanford, a hot girlfriend, and a reliable army of friends to party with. Then his mom kills herself. And Tyler lets it all go. Now he needs to dodge what his dad is offering (verbal tirades and abuse) and earn what his dad isn’t (money). Tyler finds a job that crashes him into Jordyn, his former childhood friend turned angry-loner goth-girl. She brings Tyler an unexpected reprieve from the never-ending pity party his life has become. How could he not fall for her? But with his dad more brutally unpredictable than ever, Tyler knows he can’t risk bringing Jordyn too deeply into the chaos. So when violence rocks his world again, will it be Jordyn who shows him the way to a hopeful future? Or after everything, will Tyler have to find it in himself?

Where One Goes by B.N. Toler
What happens when the very thing ruining your life ends up saving it?

I was never one to believe in spirits—until six years ago, when a bone-chilling accident changed my life... forever.

My name is Charlotte, but most people call me Char... and I have a special gift. I talk to the dead. Make no mistake, I can’t summon them. I’m only able to see and speak to the spirits that linger when they’re unable to crossover. They’re somehow weighted to the world with unfinished affairs. And for the last six years, I've relentlessly used my gift to help their lost souls. But it’s come at a price. My life is dark. Feeling despondent, I've begun to give up. And in helping the dead, I've realized I haven’t allowed myself to live. With no money, no place to go, and most importantly... no hope, I've decided there is only one option—to end it all.

But fate is a funny thing. One minute, I’m about to leap to my death, and the next, I’m saved by Ike McDermott. The strong, striking soldier stopped me from putting an end to my despair. He’s the kind of man that smiles and brightens an entire room.

Sweet and gentle. He is my savior. And he’s dead. We've made an agreement. He’ll help me find a place to stay and a new job if I’ll help him with his unfinished business so that he may crossover. Ike’s unfinished matter involves his twin brother, George. George has been falling apart since Ike’s death and Ike has not been able to compel himself to crossover in peace until he knows George will be okay. When I agreed to help, little did I know that I’d fall in love with the charming folks of Bath County, and... Ike and George McDermott. Now, as both brothers own equal parts of my heart, I am faced with a cruel and unfair predicament. In saving George, I must let go of Ike.

But how does one let go of half of their heart?
 

What You Left Behind by Jessica Verdi
 It’s all Ryden’s fault. If he hadn’t gotten Meg pregnant, she would have never stopped her chemo treatments and would still be alive. Instead, he’s failing fatherhood one dirty diaper at a time. And it’s not like he’s had time to grieve while struggling to care for their infant daughter, start his senior year, and earn the soccer scholarship he needs to go to college.

The one person who makes Ryden feel like his old self is Joni. She’s fun and energetic—and doesn’t know he has a baby. But the more time they spend together, the harder it becomes to keep his two worlds separate. Finding one of Meg’s journals only stirs up old emotions, and Ryden’s convinced Meg left other notebooks for him to find, some message to help his new life make sense. But how is he going to have a future if he can’t let go of the past?

The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
 Moral allegory and spiritual autobiography, The Little Prince is the most translated book in the French language. With a timeless charm it tells the story of a little boy who leaves the safety of his own tiny planet to travel the universe, learning the vagaries of adult behaviour through a series of extraordinary encounters. His personal odyssey culminates in a voyage to Earth and further adventures.

Book: The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

★★★★★/★★★★★

 “The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched, they are felt with the heart.”

Synopsis from Goodreads:
Moral allegory and spiritual autobiography, The Little Prince is the most translated book in the French language. With a timeless charm it tells the story of a little boy who leaves the safety of his own tiny planet to travel the universe, learning the vagaries of adult behaviour through a series of extraordinary encounters. His personal odyssey culminates in a voyage to Earth and further adventures.

Finally read this one and I don't need a full review to say that it's perfect!
The author shared a part of his life in the book which made it more special and it was written beautifully with strong emotions and characters. I loved the stories of the little prince and how the pilot came to love him. So five stars for this one! :)

“And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.”