Movie: Cinderella ♥

Isn't it nice to be like Cinderella? I mean, to find your Prince Charming after all the hardships you went through and all the sufferings and pain? Isn't it nice to find someone who will accept and love you for who you are? I guess it is. I think it would be great and it will be really amazing. ♥

Two of my favorite movies are A Cinderella Story and Another Cinderella story and I wouldn't get tired watching them again and again for the rest of my life. I just love the stories and most specially, the characters. I love Hillary Duff, Chad Michael Murray, Selena Gomez and Drew Seeley. :))) 

A Cinderella Story ♥

★★★★★/★★★★★

My favorite part was when they danced and I'll Be was playing on the background :"> I love the song and Sam and Austin made me love it more when they danced with it. Another part was when it rained after Austin kissed Sam :">

Another Cinderella Story ♥
★★★★★/★★★★★

I love seeing people dance and Drew and Selena dance just so good. This movie was nice and I really loved it when they danced together :"> The story was good and the dancing was great :)) Joey and Mary were so good together :"> And I really wanted to learn dancing but I guess dancing is just not really meant for me

Anyway, I just love these movies :) And I hope something like this can happen to me someday :)) ♥

Happy Birthday to my one and only Marga! :))

Anne Margarette Gappi :)

I miss her so much! It's already been 2 years since she left. She said she'll be coming back next year and I am sooo excited. Hope it's already next year. Lol. :D

Me, Marga, Kia and Kim, I remember when we were still in 2nd year college, when we were still together. We would spend every time together just laughing and talking about everything. Now it's just me and Kia. Marga is already in Reno and Kim had some personal matters so she stopped schooling. I really miss these girls

But I know we'll see each other again and I hope it will be so sooooon :)))

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먹자 :)

It was my first time to taste Korean Foods and I liked it. Ye Dang is a Korean Restaurant near Metro Walk in Pasig. I went with my sis Yana, my friend Ate Joy and her sister Kim :)

Ate Joy, Yana and Kim :))

I'm not sure with the names but we tried Bulgogi, Bibimba, Kimchi and others which I already forgot the name. The staff were also nice and there was one Kuya who thought Ate Joy was a korean so he talked to her in english with accent. Haha.. He was funny. :)

Want I really wanted to try were that pork wrapped in lettuce and jajangmyun but unfortunately they didn't have jajangmyun. I hope next time we'll find a place where they serve jajangmyun :) I was also excited to try kimchi. I'm not familiar with other Korean foods but I'm sure I'll be happy to try them. Maybe next time :D

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Retreat :)

July 22-26, 2012 at Mt. St. Paul Retreat House, Pico, La Trinidad :))

I'm Care - I Make Christ Alive in my Relationships.

It was a memorable retreat since so many great and not so good things happened. Great because I had a chance to be closer with God and my friends. I had a chance to examine my life, whether I am living it correctly with God or not. It was also great because I've realized things in life like my relationships with my family, friends, with God and with myself. 

It was in Baguio and we traveled for 6 hours I think. We left school around 7:30 am and arrived there at around 2 pm. And it was so cold there since it's already rainy season. Alex was my room mate and well, we were so behaved. I also made new friends with Diane, Rika and Grey. I also got closer with Tonet because we were always together the entire retreat. Our first night was fine but the second and third were scary. I mean, they were scary since Sister turned off all the lights and it was so dark. Our second night was also a mess since Sister got angry because of changing rooms making some left behind by their room mates and because of how noisy we were when walking, eating and every time there was no session. We apologized to Sister after she called us and fortunately we were able to make a deal with her. We made a promise not to be noisy again and we will behave properly because she said that if we won't behave properly the next day, she will call off our retreat. 

Father Jason Laguerta was our facilitator and he was also our facilitator on our last retreat so partly I already knew him. We had a lot of activities like knowing if you are a loner or not, if you are a concealer or a discloser and other things to fully know yourself.  On the first activities, it showed that I am a loner and I am a concealer. Well, partly it was true. But I have reasons why I don't tell anyone about my problems or my concern. I  just don't want to trouble others with my problems.We also watched some videos showing relationships between father and son, and mother and her children. They were so inspiring and they really touched me. Father Jason also gave us an activity to show the status of our lives now. He gave us a cup and there we drew the things we have in life now. I drew a happy me with smiling face, my family, my friends, my school, God and my problems. We also had a sharing about it and it was great to share others my life. On our third day, since we made a promise with Sister to behave properly, we were so quiet and everyone was so behaved. It was sometimes funny since the only thing you can hear were the sounds of spoons and forks and the dogs that are barking. Third went on and it was just fine. We had a lot of group sharing and on our mass, we shared about our wishes which really brought all of us in tears. We also had a confession before that. The last activity we had was to put on a ribbon on anyone who we thought we needed to be closer with or be thankful for. I put on ribbons on all my block mates who were on our group and of course to all the new friends I have. We also had a group hug that ended our retreat. Until evening came, Sister got angry again because it was already 11 pm and others were still taking a bath and walking loudly on the hall way. She turned off our lights again and we were done, she was totally angry with us. 

On our last day, we had a mass at 6 in the morning then breakfast then our retreat had officially ended. Our gadgets were given back and we had a time to take pictures and go around. By 8 we left the place and went on the road again for almost 6 hours. It was really a wonderful retreat but it was also sad since Kia was not able to make it because she was late. It was sad because she's the one I am closest with. :(

 

 Butch, Alex, Grey, Tonet, Me, Sam and Dianne

Alex, Me, Tonet and Dianne

Nikki, Alex, Me, Dianne

The ribbons I got from my friends :))

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Confession..

Isn't it nice when someone confesses love to you? When he makes an effort just to talk to you everyday or see you every after school. When he boasts about you to his friends and when he always tries to make you smile even on your darkest days? Well, it is. It feels great and it's just amazing. ♥

I got confessions so many times before and they were all different. Some were lies, some were true, some were just for fun and some were just plain jokes. And I've already learned my lesson because of those. Never ever believe a confession unless you really really really, i mean REALLY know the person. Really! Because it's just natural for us to feel good if someone confesses to us but if it comes from someone you just met or you're just friends for just about 2 or 3 months, then I believe you should think about it first. Think about it a million times first.

I have this friend Y, well he's actually my friend X's brother , who has been my chat buddy  for a long time now. We kinda argue now and then but he's not that bad. I mean I can talk to him just about everything and he would tell me things about him too.I remember when he told me about this girl he likes, liked I mean and he would ask me for some pieces of advice on what to do or what to tell her. And of course as a friend, I told him the right things to do. And fortunately he finally realized what he should've realized a long time ago, that the girl didn't like him at all. It's not that I hate the girl, but the way he told me things about her, I could already imagine what she's like. Maybe I just don't fully understand her but I don't want my friend to get hurt so I told him that I'll vote no for her, as in NO for that girl. And he trusted me. I think now he's avoiding her even though he really really really likes her a lot. Poor boy.

Oh well, back to that confession thing, I can't believe he just confessed to me. And he said he already confessed to me years ago and I said no, but I actually don't remember a thing about that and I don't even remember that we were already friends that time. Lol. I've known him for 4 or 5 years already and it's not that I don't like him, but I really don't know if I can trust his feelings or not. I mean he'd been telling me his feelings about that girl lately and now he's been telling me that he likes me. See? it's hard to believe since it's just days or just a week since he decided to let go of the girl and I'm not really sure if he already did let go and now he's telling me weird things like he likes me or he loves me. Weeeiiirrrrdddd! Maybe he's just brokenhearted and he's just confused about me. But that's not the problem......... the problem is, I can't tell him that I don't like him because I like his brother X. See? How ironic. He likes me but I like his brother who likes another girl.

Well, friends will be just friends just like me and Y, and hidden feelings will always be just hidden unless I finally have the courage to go straight to X's face and tell him everything. How I wish! And it's awkward if I make a confession to a guy. Guys are supposed to do the confessions right? So I'm not doing it. Never! :| So I guess I'll just have to wait until X and his girlfriend break up and until he realizes that he still likes me. Then maybe he would finally confess to me. Finally!

So I'm just saying that confessions are not easy, but it's not that hard at all if you have the courage to say it. But still, it is hard. Anyway, I got another confession from a wrong guy and I don't know if one day I'll be able to believe another confession because right now, I can't afford another heartbreak. Maybe someday.

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And it all began when.....

 I still remember that day... The first time we became close to each other. It was years ago, 4 years to be exact. We were in 3rd year highschool doing our I P project and it was one of the best times of our lives, well, for me it was one of those. It all started when we did our Banana Whitening Cream in his house... March 1, 2008 ♥

I just remembered since I accidentally saw his e mail add when I was browsing my sent items this evening to look for my prof's e mail add. The subject was I P and then it all came back to me. That was the e mail I sent him regarding our I P Project. Banana Whitening Cream was our title and the e mail contained the whole research paper. 

I still remember, it was Sunday and our group mates didn't make it. So we did it all by ourselves, him and I. I went to his house where he introduced me to his family. Well, they were friendly and nice. Anyway, back to our I P Project, first we searched some books for other information, then jotted down references and then after a while got bored. And just like any other teens who easily get bored reading, we decided to take a break and just chatted and talked about everything. I actually enjoyed his company because he was funny and sweet. :) I liked it when he told me things that made me smile. He also used to be the Mr. Bean of our class because he kinda looked like Mr. Bean. Anyway, after talking and eating and everything and our I P (of course), I went home smiling. And it was one of the best days of my life.

March 01, 2008, how can I forget you? How can I forget that first day of March when I got so happy just because I spent it with you? And how on earth can I forget you when you gave me so much to remember? :( Anyway, I just remembered. Kinda sad but somehow it brought back memories, good ones.

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Anime Movies ♥

*Here are some of my favorite anime movies and most of them are Studio Ghibli films :))

Howl's Moving Castle

-Howl and Sophie are just so good together and I love how they take care of each other.

Spirited Away

- Haku and Chihiro are so cute and young but mature enough to understand the meaning of love.

Whisper of the Heart

-Seiji and Shizuku are two independent people who know how to wait and understand each other. I love the last part of the film :">

Princess Mononoke

-Ashitaka is a prince and Mononoke is a princess so they're really meant for each other :))

Kiki's Delivery Service

- Kiki is a brave girl who wants to learn on her own and Tombo is also brave on pursuing his dream. They'll be good together.
 

Tales From Earthsea

- Arren and Therru started a not so good relationship but ended up saving each other. They're cute together.

The Girl Who Leapt Through Time
 

- Makoto is a sly girl and Chiaki, well I like him. LOL ;) The movie is wonderful and I love to watch it over and over again.

Summer Wars

- Kenji is shy and Natsuki is a very delightful girl. It was funny when Natsuki told her grandmother that Kenji is her boyfriend. :">

Secret World of Arriety

 - Arriety is cute and Sho is sick. The movie was great but I was kinda hoping that in the end they'll meet again but they didn't.

Sword of the Stranger

 

 - Nanashi is a good guy. He looked after Kotaro and together they journeyed life. I love action movies and this one is great.

Vampire Hunter D

 

- D is a vampire hunter but he is also a vampire. I think he is called a Dhampir, half vampire and half human. He's a good vampire and the stories of the two movies were great. Sadly he didn't have any partner.

5 Centimeters Per Second

 - Takaki longs for Akari that until the end he still finds it hard to live without her. But luckily in the end they meet again. :">
 
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Poem: Both sides of the Story :(

Coz I’m just a girl                                              Coz I’m just a boy

Just an ordinary girl,                                      Just an ordinary boy,

I wear t-shirt and jeans                              I don’t boast what I have or wear

I’m not like any other teens…                Who cares? Coz I don’t even care…

I sit in class next to Einstein                  I hate my class and my teachers too

My lab partner was never on time,              Coz they notice everything I do,

I hate PE but I love Math                                  I hate Math but Music rocks

Everything’s fine, well it’s not…                Everything’s fine, yes it sucks…        

I don’t dye my hair blonde or brown              I don’t have sports or anything

And I don’t drink when I feel down,              Just my music and my dancing,

I don’t party and go to bars                          I don’t hang out with other guys

I don’t have one of those cars…              Coz I don’t pretend and I hate lies…

And I don’t smoke or wear make up        I don’t smoke but I sometimes drink

I study to make it on the top,                             I don’t study but I sure think,

I like someone but he’s obscure                       I like someone but she’s difficult

He’s different and I’m not sure…               She’s beautiful and she’s different…

I barely see him in school                             She’s a bookworm and she’s smart

But he seems kind and somehow cool,        But she never talks and she’s snob,

He walks around with his earphones on     She walks around with her iPod on

And I always see him alone…                                   And I always see her sad…

We never knew each other                                  We never talked to each other

But we always see each other,                           But we sure pass by each other,

He’s tall and cute but barely smiles           She’s nice and cute but barely smiles

I like him but I’m afraid to try…                       I like her but I’m scared to try…

And he’ll never notice me                                          And she’ll never notice me

Coz I’m a girl that no one sees,                           Coz I’m a guy that no one sees,

He’ll never look, he’ll never feel                      She’ll never look, she’ll never feel

The way I do coz he’s just too real…         The way I do coz she’s just too real…

        

                                      

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Give love a try, one more time :))

I always wonder why until now I can't find someone I can love again. Because of my family? School? Busy life? I guess not. Maybe because since the day you left, I've always been waiting and hoping that someday, you will come back and you will realize that I am the one for you. But I've been waiting for too long now. And I hate to admit that I still long for you but I know I should move on and let go. I should forget you and give love a try one more time.

 

"Just once, I want my heart to lead me somewhere where there is a chance of happy endings."

I want to find another love I can have this time. Where I can be happy and I can be myself. A love I can be thankful for and someone I can be with forever. We may not have a perfect relationship but still we will try to be perfect for each other. I  want a guy who will make me realize why my past relationships didn't work out and a guy who will make me feel that I am worth loving. A guy I can trust and I can tell all my secrets to.

Move on. That's what I have to do first. I have to let go and forget. 

Girl :)

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Sexy, Free & SINGLE :)

 

Sexy and Happy  ❤

I'm sexy coz I'm healthy. 

Actually, you really don't need to have a 36-24-36 body to be called sexy. Just  be yourself, walk with confidence and you'll feel sexy. Don't mind what other people are saying because they don't matter. All that matters is you believe in yourself. Don't go on a diet just because you feel fat, you're fat because you eat healthy foods. And don't mind your size, it's just a number, it can't define you. Exercise not only your body but also your mind so you'll be sexy inside and out. So don't worry about your figure, eat healthy foods and don't worry about getting fat. Being sexy is not a trend, being healthy is.

 

Free & Happy ★

 I'm free coz I am me.

Take chances, make mistakes, it's okay so do whatever you want. Don't be afraid to try new things, explore and go on adventures. Life is a ride, enjoy it. And as what they say, never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience. So either way, you should try it. Laugh as much as you want, live life to the fullest and love like you've never been hurt. You're free so do whatever you want. Don't worry about what other people might think, dance in the rain, sing on the top of your lungs, eat whatever you want, do everything you like, and just enjoy your life. The best things in life are free, friends, smiles, hugs, family, sleep, love, good memories, laughter, so just live it and love it.

 

Single & Happy ☻

 I'm single coz I can wait. 

You don't need to hurry things up. If it's meant be, it will be. And things worth waiting is worth having, right? So enjoy being single because one day you might miss it. And as for me, well, I'm enjoying it. I can go out whenever I want, I can have a date with my girlfriends, I can go to movies with anyone and I am happy with it. I'm not saying that I don't want to have a special someone but right now, maybe God is still preparing the right guy for me. So I just need to wait and let God work things out for me. I trust him and I believe that He has a plan for me. And maybe my man just took a wrong turn so now he's lost. But I know someday, he'll finally  find his way to me and we'll live our happy ever after.

 

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Somewhere down the road.

I'm sure if I see you somewhere down the road ten years from now... my heart would still speed up a little.

 Maybe I don't like you the same way as before, but I'm sure my heart would still speed up a bit when we meet again. Two years, five years or even ten years from now, you would still have that power to make my heart race even just a little. And even if we parted, there will always be a part of me that would be in love with you, still.

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